Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Show No Mercy, Maya
Welcome back to the pathetic blog that is my life. I'm here right now to ultimately give up on everything reguading people. People, people, people. I can't take it no more. My friends will never be the same as we used to be. My family is a hopeless wreck. Shawn will get back together with his ex-girlfriend and my mom and me, will be my mom and me. I want my friends back. My old friends from school, that horrible girl who I messed with pretty hard yesterday, I just want her to disappear from my life. My actual friends? Well I'm finished with them. I know Lucas loves me, even if it's just as a friend, he just doesn't show it. And Farkle, well he can't show it. And don't get me started with Riley. She and I will only be the same (GMW/The MayaLife) on TV and in my dreams. They only care about me when it's in their best interest. They only hold my hand, stand by me, are positive towards me when it's in their best interest, when there's something more than being my friend in it for them. My entire social life is based off of what people can use me for. They don't care about me because I'm me. Nobody cares that I love my friends with all my heart because they're my friends and they're just them. That doesn't matter anymore, were not the same people we were on TV and we will never be again. It's horrific. I'm finished with them. I'll attempt to maybe get back in with my old friends for some comfort but I'm doubting it'll actually happen. I'm gonna repeat "I don't care" in my head as many times as it takes to convince myself that I don't need my "friends" to be happy. Maybe I'll find best friendship in Sarah possibly. She's with Darby, which might cause my plan to blow up once agai, but it's worth a dang shot, I've got not a thing to lose here no more. I just want Lucas. He's the only one who's sincerely convinced me to believe he cares about me at any given time in the past week or two. Everyone else, I never bought their cheap act. So I'm done taking being used as friendship. I'm not that low, in not that desperate and I ain't gonna take no more. I'm not gonna pretend to be friends because of anything were doing for you, because I'm not being used. I'm done with that and they've got no choice but to accept it. Nothing were doing any day will make me act like everything is okay just to come back home and it be like I was used for their own happiness on some damn trip. I'm done, unless it's real, I ain't faking happiness and friendship anymore. Maya Hart doesn't let people use her, and I ain't letting this go any further. Done done done. Enough said.
Friday, January 1, 2016
Girl Meets New Years Resolutions: The MayaLife
What you are about to witness is not for the good-of-heart but for the great-of-heart! The new-old Maya is back in the brand new adventure as of 2016! This is... The MayaLife!
Okay now let's get real here. Welcome back to the strong pathetisism I'd like to call, The 99 Problems of Maya Hart! I'd like to welcome all of you to join The 99 Problems of Maya Hart in this here journey 2016 will take me on. It's New Year's Day, and with New Years comes resolutions that absolutely nobody ever keeps. If you've ever kept a New Years resolutions, kudos to you my friend. Anywho, what I'm here to talk about today is MY New Years resolution that I am hoping for and planning on keeping overly. That resolution is The MayaLife! What is The MayaLife, you might ask? Well that is what I'm about to get into right about now...
The MayaLife. A beautiful beautiful place that I haven't lived in for a long time now. The MayaLife is kind of like Mayaville but not exactly. Mayaville is the place where I live. The place of no rules, the place of freedom, the place of darkness where you can do whatever you want. The MayaLife is the way I live my life. How o act, the things I say, what I keep inside, what I tell other people, they way I treat my friends and the way they treat me. I haven't been living The MayaLife to its fullest lately, and as of New Years I've made it my goal to do that.
The MayaLife, as we know it, is my actions, words and mindset. Well let us compare how I'm living now to The MayaLife. What EXACTLY is the way to live The MayaLife to its fullest? I've got 3 word for ya: Girl Meets World. That's tigt, exactly how I and the rest of us, do things in Girl Meets World, our reality TV show that brings inner peace to my darkened and hurt soul. I'm betting most of you have seen Girl Meets World, if not, this might be harder to follow but it's not 100% necessary to know. In GMW, I had friends. REAL friends. Friends who had my back, friends who CARED about me. I emphasize that word and you'll see why very soon. Most importantly, I had a best friend. I had Riley Matthews, the REAL Riley Matthews. The way she was on GMW. That I miss like you wouldn't believe. She's pushed me away a lot lately and we've lost most of what we had. She's been negative towards me and hasn't exactly cared about how I feel like she used to. She doesn't rely on me like she used to, she doesn't be the way she used to with me. She's got most of her love on Farkle now. All she cares about is Farkle and on those occasions, her and Huckleberry are pretty tight in terms of friendship and being there for each other. Me and her, are not the same at all. Inseparable was separated, people. I thought whenever I was hurt or anything along that line, she would be there. I've had some of the biggest cries of my life in the past week and most of the time, actually every time, she cared not at all. It was always Farkle, Shawn or even Lucas on one occasion. She just doesn't love me like she used to and that hurts like you wouldn't believe. I just want my best friend back, my OLD best friend. I don't want this new thing anymore. I want my old Riley, who would've done anything for me. Now she's replaced me with Farkle and occasionally Lucas. I know in saying "occasionally" a lot but stay with me here, the dictionary is only so big, people. I want the Girl Meets World Riley back. I miss the old her. And don't get me wrong, I ain't an angel at this game either. That's exactly what I'm getting into next ;)
Me. Maya Hart. 15 years old this January. I'd say I've grown a lot over the past year, but not as much as I was hoping to. I've changed my look and gained a little bit of hope. (You can definitely say too much hope). The point is, we've discovered a lot about me lately. I really have. Yes, I've had a brief crush on Lucas for 2 years. I kept it inside because Riley likes him. But over the past two years I thought I would get over it. But I never did. It only grew. Eventually everyone found out while we were in Texas. Now the secrets out, and I don't have to carry it around anymore. I've always thought of Lucas and Riley as brother and sister. I just didn't want to hurt her by saying it. But now that everyone knows I like Lucas, I can't keep it inside anymore. I just can't. So now there's been this huge love triangle and I've kind of been in a bad mood lately because Lucas doesn't like me and it hurts to hear him say to my face that he likes Riley like that and not me. So about 2 days ago and long before that, I haven't been able to be happy because Lucas payed no attention to me. But the one day, I was randomly able to force myself to move on. Well I still like Lucas, of course. When he touches me at all, my heart lights up. But I'm not feeling so desperate anymore. But now I have missing Riley to cause my negativity to continue and not stop as I was hoping it would when I was able to chill my desperate need for Lucas to care about me. That the thing with us now. We just don't care. Actually no. Farkle and I care very much about all of us. Riley and Lucas don't. That not apart of The MayaLife and neither is the negativity me or anyone else has been showing. I just want my friends and myself back. That's where The MayaLife lies. I'm going back to The MayaLife. Even if nobody is coming with me, I'm making me the person I used to be. That's my New Years resolution. Thanks for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to check out Girl Meets World on Disney Channel!
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
The Truth
This is the post where I absolutely cannot lie. You can disagree with me all you want, but I swear on the pathetic bit of life I have, I will tell nothing but the truth as this post goes on. And it goes on..
So we watched Teen Beach 2 tonight, Riley and I. All was well, normal. Earlier today is when Farkle and I officially decided to move on from our crushes on Riley and Lucas. No, it's not 100% working yet, but I'm doing a lot better than I thought I would be. Yes I miss him and would still do anything to fix things between us but I'm strong enough to possibly see myself moving on going into the next year. One year ago, I was stuck in a situation that was the opposite-ish of how it is now. Yes, I still wanted to move on from Lucas but I couldn't. But I didn't wanna move on because he didn't like me. I wanted to move on because I thought we had gone too far. And yes, we did. When January came around, we only went too far maybe two times. I was able to refrain myself from liking him like that by January. And maybe that's what'll be happening again this year, considering now is really the first time in a week that I've actually tried to move on and am not actually pretending to this time. So maybe I'll be able to officially move on ENOUGH to be okay with him hating me like he does. And yeah, I believe he really dislikes me for real now. And maybe that's because he made a really hurtful statement toward me today and claimed to not remember anything that happened on confession night, which I know he does remember, he just doesn't want to admit that he ever lied about liking me. Because we all know he said it. I know it, you know it. Do not lie to my face, especially when I we both know the truth. So I am currently avoiding him at all costs. Not seeing him at all will contribute hugely to moving on. I don't care if he and Riley get all hooked during the episode break containing this damn love triangle. I could care less but I don't care enough to get jealous unless I see it. So, avoiding Lucas will be avoiding them both together which again, will contribute hugely to my moving on plan. Riley and Farkle, well that's another story right about now. I've ultimately convinced Farkle that the two of us are "desperate" toward Lucas and Riley so Farkle has made it his mission to appear as careless as possible, which I can't determine if its true or not, him not caring and all. But I don't care enough to ask. See? I'm really teaching myself not to care much, as you can see. I've been saying "I don't care" a lot today. And honestly, I'm slowly beginning to mean it. Which is part of my goal so that's magnificent for me. Yay. Now Riley's upset that Farkle doesn't seem to give a rip about nothing but according to her, it's not because she likes him, it's because she likes him as a friend. Boom! #Friendzoned. Which would be more important to this story if Farkle cared a bit more. But he doesn't care if she friendzones him or not, so.. Because whether she likes him or not, he friendzoned her too. So that's where they're at.
Riley and I don't seem to be on much of better terms than the rest of us are. After watching the movie, we were to walk to the store to grab something for Mrs Matthews. As soon as we left her apartment, we walked in bitter silence, but still together. And not the good, heart-touching silence, but the awkward bitter silence. When we got out of the building, I walked distantly ahead of her, in the dark, by myself. I could hear her footsteps faintly in the distance but didn't bother to care. I just thought to myself for a bit, walking in the dark silence about a meter or two ahead of her. "I'm not even needed on this trip" I told myself. "I'm just the one walking in the front with no money, maybe I should be in the back" I thought. "I'm Maya Hart, I'm always in the lead, standing tall, in the front, with no money at all" I reminded myself. "any other arragement would be wrong" I decided. When I got to the store, I waited a few seconds for Riley because I didn't know exactly what we were getting. We paid, and as we left the store, I regained my position of walking ahead. That time, I was a lot further ahead than I was on the first walk. I could hardly hear Riley's footsteps under the sound of my own, my feet crunching above the snow. I didn't look back, not once. Looking back is just getting stuck in the past, which is not where I wanted to go, so I didn't. It was addictive, but I still refused to look back for a short second, because that would've hurt my entire future for more than a short second. When we got home, after a few seconds I heard that sweet voice I loved so much, unexpectedly calling my name, I turned to see her bright and beautiful face holding her smartphone in her little over-worked hands, as she showed the screen to my face, she had a picture referencing on of our episodes (my least favourite for the record) comparing to Boy Meets World. All suddenly made sense reguading that scene. Anywho, things have changed but not for the better, but for the worse. Last night, I was determined to fix whatever was going on between us then, so I went to Riley who was grieving over her passed hamster's old cage and I hugged her from behind. She touched my arm for a second before pushing me away, and continuing to talk to Lucas about her hamster. They walked away, not saying a word to me, hurting what was already broken. Farkle took me by the hand and told me I tried, in which I began to sob my eyes out. He didn't talk to me much within that hour before leaving me to sleep alone. I cried for a while until I calmed myself down before going to sleep. Rejection was and still is my biggest fear. I faced it and got hurt like I did when my dad left. The feeling was similar. Which that was the hardest moment of my entire childhood. It shaped who I am, hugely. And especially who I was. Now, I just want everything to be okay. I feel lost and missing something without knowing I have someone I can go to no matter what. My insides panic like you wouldn't believe because I've had that security for years. Now it's gone and I feel unprotected and now that I'm unprotected, something is going to come and hit home hard. Now that I have nowhere to go to, nobody to cry to, I'll really need it for no other reason than that I don't have that anymore. Feeling hurt, the feeling is familiar. But unprotected, this is all new and most definitely feels wronger than wrong. But if I can handle losing my dad, I'll be able to cope with this somehow. It only took me 9 years to stop being angry towards my dad, so I'll be in ship shape 9 years from now. Wish me luck, I need it more than anything in the world right now. Don't forget to check back soon and watch Girl Meets World on Disney Channel.
Missed Moving On
Sup losers? So today was an interesting day to start off with. All four of us (Riley, Lucas, Farkle and I) got into huge fights. I bawled my eyes out for an hour last night because of Lucas and mostly Riley and then this morning was even worse. We've been teamed up for the past 24 hours; Riley and Lucas vs Farkle and I. So then all four of us ended up having it with our partner and Farkle and I started screaming at each other and so did Lucas and Riley. Then eventually Smackle tried to stop Farkle and I from fighting when Mrs Matthews came home and invited Eric to once again sort out all our problems. When Eric arrived, he got us all to sit in a circle and asked who fired the first shot. Nobody could remember how it started and Eric then found this entire thing ridiculous realizing we didn't even know why we were so mad. Farkle and I both claimed that neither of us knew how or why it started but we were aware why we were still upset. I was tired of nobody caring about each other like we used to and Lucas lying to me about liking me. Then he claimed that he never said that and I blew up. I know he remembered saying that 2 nights ago when we were doing confessions. How could anyone forget that!? Then when I questioned that, he claimed he didn't remember because he didn't care enough to. That honestly broke my heart, he actually admitted that he didn't care about me, meaning everything said on confession night was made up. I knew it was for the past 2 days but I didn't expect to hear it out loud! It really hurt and I was honestly planning to move on to something or someone else before I heard that. But hearing that he didn't care about me made me care all the more. Which I know makes no sense but love never makes sense so suck it. I then realized that I still didn't wanna lose everything so I went out to make sure I'd get my Riley back to normal. Luckily that actually worked for once and everything went back to normal between us. We all went to Topanga's expect for Lucas and we also brought Charlie instead. So to was Charlie, Riley, Farkle and I at Topnaga's. My mom wasn't there because her shift didn't start for another hour or so. Farkle and I decided we were going to officially move on from Riley and Lucas and maybe even like each other again considering Girl Meets Money is rumoured to be big on us. I did like him briefly last summer but I've sworn never to speak of it again unless necessary. And at this point, to move on from Lucas, it just might be necessary. Anyway, then Riley began leading Farkle on to her at Topanga's and made this whole moving on thing an awful lot harder especially for Farkle. I'll try and pull Farkle away from her like I did then but I'm not sure it'll work. Maybe this will be the one thing that I can hope for that might actually happen. Ya never know. So thanks for catching up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to watch Girl Meets World on Disney Channel!
Friday, December 25, 2015
Suck It Up, Princess
I see you're still reading my little blog here. If you're really that interested, fine. If you found my last post interesting, you're gonna wanna fasten your seatbelt for this one.
Christmas went pretty goodactually. After the whole last night scene (read "Dark Christmas 2015" if you don't know)
I actually managed to turn it around. I realized my job was to protect Riley, not hurt her, so I saved her the deal of sleeping on the couch but abandoning the fight we had. I got a lot of great things from Shawn and the Matthews' for Christmas this year, very thankful. Then comes this:
I was messaging my good friend, Ellie who's from China on Twitter. I wrote one of my usual broken love quotes on my Twitter, @MayaPHart, and she oddly responded. What it said was "You love her, I love you, this triangle is nothing but abused" exact words. She responded asking if it were Lucas I was referring to. Me, of course, being all defensive about my crush on Lucas, asked why she would think that. Eventually she told me that he was the one who told her 90% of my 350+ tweets were about him. I decided to have a nice word with Ranger Rick here, and ask why the heck he'd tell her that. Him and I are still currently messaging on Twitter about it. It's taking a really bad turn right now, I'll be getting back to that once I'm finished this update.
Earlier today, Riley and Lucas simotaneously ganged up on me in a verbal war, leaving me devastated for hours. Him and Riley just keep getting closer and closer which of course, really upsets me. Then she has the guts to post on Twitter that her relationship problems suck. Honey, you don't have relationship problems! She tweeted, "I love you, you love me. I love him, he loves me. Choices are hard" or something along those lines. I'm sorry but I don't go complaining about how my crush likes me back! That's absolutely ridiculous! I'm fed up with those two, and then Lucas has the guts to ask what the heck he did to me. My word, are we for real? Anyway, I've got to go put a couple of morons in their place now. Keep watching for new updates on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and watch Season 3 of Girl Meets World, coming soon to Disney Channel.
Thursday, December 24, 2015
Dark Christmas 2015
Hey Blogger! I know I haven't posted in about 6-8 months now, but if you watched Season 2 of Girl Meets World, you'd know I've been pretty busy lately. So, I think we need to catch up but first of all, Merry Christmas! It's Christmas Eve, 9:17PM and Christmas is only hours away. Meanwhile, I spend it here at Riley's house being completely rejected by the entire family, crying in her bedroom in the dark by myself. That's my Christmas Eve, hope really is for suckers. Anyway, it's not all about me. I hope you guys are having a great Christmas Eve. I'm not gonna lie, I did have fun tonight. We went looking at Christmas lights and that was a lot of fun, I was almost laughing the entire time. It was great, highlight of my night. Now Riley's made it really clear to me that she doesn't really wanna do this anymore which is making me feel terrible in itself, but then she accuses me of being negative. No no, it's her. I wanna be here, I'm enjoying myself until I realize I'm a desperate sucker and stop being such a suck-up toward her. I don't wanna be pushed away by her, so I push her away first so she doesn't do it to me, hemps making me feel bad about myself and this entire situation. Yes, I know I'm just beginning to post again and I'm already venting about my problems, but this IS "The 99 Problems of Maya Hart" but I'm pretty sure I've got more than 99 problems. I'm gonna guess 106-107? I dunno, I'm trying okay?
The point I'm trying to make here is, I just wanted to have a good Christmas, full of cheer and happiness and no negativity whatsoever. I'm happy here, clearly, and everyone knows it too. The only reason I'd have to be negative here is if they are being negative, causing me to feel bad. Which is exactly what is going on here, as well as the entire family ganging up on me. I feel like I'm not wanted here. Why, you ask? Riley literally tweeted on her Twitter (@NYRileyMatthews) "I wish I could spend Christmas with JUST my family" and I'm the only one here who's not really apart of this family. She might as well have tweeted "I wish I could spend Christmas with everyone here but Maya" because that's what I got out of that. That's basically what I read anyway. And she calls me negative. Actually that's fair. I'm in a negative mood. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that she's negative towards me, then tweets about how she wishes she didn't have to spend Christmas with me. Isn't that just lovely? Anyone else seeing the obvious cause of the problem here? Because I can see it and according to everyone, I ain't the brightest bulb in the bucket. So glad to catch up, I'll be writing on here much more often now. I wish everyone a better Christmas than I'm having now. Merry Christmas Blogger!
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
Three-In-One Relation (Crush Crazy Comeback)
Hey Blogger! So I know I haven't written about this topic much, other than just publishing the post below this one with every last detail. So to summerize, I went to a camp 2 weekends ago and met a kid who I gained this crush on and actually had since I was 9 years old, but we never spoke so it went away naturally and was no big deal. So then this last camp, he was hanging out with my friend Jax and that made me kinda jealous, so I decided to promote them being together to put myself outta the clear. That lasted all through out camp until the last day and I was able to hide it from her until we got home. So I've been obsessing over him since and I've been meaning to write this song relation post about him, so here we go!
The first song I will be doing is one I listen to very often, called Unlove You by Elisa Estrada. It's pretty old, but a good song and has a very strong relation with my situation. The lines bolded in
yellow are the lines that are related to my situation.
Unfair, unreal
I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal
That'd be one way
To unlove you
Undressed, unkind
That I can't erase you from my mind
That'd be another way
To unlove you
Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My self respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
Until I heal
I wish that I could freeze every thing I feel
That'd be one way
To unlove you
Emotions, unknown
In fact they'd only turn me into stone
And that'd be, another way
To unlove you
Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My dignity is tellin' me
I gotta walk away, so
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
I've gotta look you in the eye
And tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do I have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, tonight
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by, oh
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, now
The first song I will be doing is one I listen to very often, called Unlove You by Elisa Estrada. It's pretty old, but a good song and has a very strong relation with my situation. The lines bolded in
yellow are the lines that are related to my situation.
Unfair, unreal
I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal
That'd be one way
To unlove you
Undressed, unkind
That I can't erase you from my mind
That'd be another way
To unlove you
Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My self respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
Until I heal
I wish that I could freeze every thing I feel
That'd be one way
To unlove you
Emotions, unknown
In fact they'd only turn me into stone
And that'd be, another way
To unlove you
Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My dignity is tellin' me
I gotta walk away, so
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
I've gotta look you in the eye
And tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do I have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you
I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue
I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you
So that's the first song, Elise Estrada - Unlove You and the second song is one of my personal favorites and one in my daily playlist. It's called A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton and it's my favorite song of all time! Here's the song:
Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever think of me
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I miss you and now I wonder
And I miss you and now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by, oh
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight
And I, I don't want to let you know I,
I drown in your memory I,
I don't want to let this go
I,I don't.
I drown in your memory I,
I don't want to let this go
I,I don't.
Making my way down town walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, now
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you, tonight
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you, tonight
So that is the second song, by Vanessa Carlton! So our next song is one that I've done a relation on before about a totally different situation. It was about the one in September-January, the one about Riley and Farkle. Now, I'm gonna do a relation on the same song, about my crush and the Jax thing. That one I'll explain after, how it relates. Tune in for Better Than Revenge by Taylor Swift, next up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart's relation post!
The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor would I have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor would I have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
'Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
(Think about what you did)
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
'Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
(Think about what you did)
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I'll always get the last wordWhoa
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I'll always get the last wordWhoa
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
And do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
'Cause I don't think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
'Cause I don't think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
So as you can see, alot of these lyrics are relatable to this situation as well, the only major difference is the "matress" line was empthasized in the one about Riley and Farkle and not the Jax one. So the first line "The story started it was hot and it was summer and I had it all I had him right where I wanted him" is relatable because I met him at 9 years old and gained a crush on him, even though we never spoke. Then when I was 10, 11, and 12 we started hanging out and growing closer and that's the way I wanted it, then she came along and got him alone and so on. So those lines might've been confusing, that's why I explained it. So anyway!
I think that was our last song, so I would like to thank you all for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and I hope that you all enjoyed it! Remember to watch the Season 2 Premiere week starting THIS Monday, when Girl Meets Gravity airs at 8:00pm, so don't miss it! Thanks again and I hope to hear from you guys in the comments below! Thank you!
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