But Nobody Did... (Page Version)

Hey Blogger, so this is my latest page in a while, I think it is my first page in 2015 so yay...Sorry I am sorta bummed out, I may ruin my life but don't worry, I won't bother you. So as most of us have seen, Girl Meets Master Plan aired last friday, it was my birthday episode and January 16th was my birthday. So I didn't see the episode, I will see it in a few weeks but I've been reading wikia about it and I have learned alot about it. There is even a brief description of a few of the scenes on one of the newest pages to wikia, Katy and Shawn. I read that whole wikia, back to front, at least 3 times with Auggie around and at least double that on my own time. The quotes were destroying and unbearable to read, to see what I had then. It was for one day. My birthday. That's it. The end. Never again. My birthday was one of the best days I've had in months, and months on end, I can't even count. One of the quotes from that page that Shawn said was "She (me) deserves to love the parent who stayed" and my mom responded "I can't let Maya get close to someone who just leaves." Love the parent who stayed? Which parent stayed? Even I am smart enough to calculate that by brain, which is hmm, wait...none. Nobody stayed. It's just Auggie caring for me, while being surrounded by people who are purposefully ignorant of my discouragement. I can't take it anymore. I'm gonna break down. I have a field trip tomorrow and I'm not gonna know how to enjoy it. I just won't know how, like how Riley caused me and Auggie to lose insight of happiness! The thing is, my mom was right but she proved herself wrong in it. I don't wanna get close to someone who just leaves. Nobody I know is a stayer except for Auggie. Riley and Penny stay but to no benefit does that help me. They aren't nice to me about anything "purposely ignorant to my discouragement" they are. So I can't love anyone except for Auggie because he's the only one who stayed. Thanks for reading, check back or don't, what does it matter?