Family & Friends are EXACTLY the Same

So, I have decided to no longer be friends with Lucas, Farkle and Riley. They are all the worst friends and I don't wanna be part of a group like that. I have sooo much to offer as a friend and they don't and I would rather be friends with someone who will help me and appreciate what I have to offer, not ignore it. I want friends who will ask me what is wrong, not ignore me when I won't even talk unless someone asks me a question, which they don't! I want a best friend who will want to be my best friend as much as I do. And I know Riley will never feel that way. She will never need me as much as I need her. Episodes are all I have left of that. I know that is never gonna change with her. I am not even trying with that and I am not even kidding right now. I might as well find someone who will actually care about me and actually help me and be worried when I am upset, which I never would be if it weren't for her, Farkle and Lucas. I mean, look at me in the episodes. I have so much to be miserable about and I rarely am. I am never miserable about that even now. It's just them who make this show run. So, I've decided that it is best for me that I have my mom at home, Ginger and Gammy Hart to live with. I have people at school to be my friends. At lunch, I'll go off campus with one of them or someone. Once one of my friends asked me to come but I told her I'm meeting Riley. So, I could have a better popularity life than I do now, crying all day and night waiting for someone who doesn't care about me. Nothing has happened between me and them in the past 24 hours. The last time I saw them, I ditched on them and went home because I was sitting there by myself, trying not to cry while they were literally 1 foot away from me sometimes. I hadn't talked once in that hour. That is how much they care about me. So, okay now I am better off sitting in my house knowing that they are not there and they couldn't help me if they wanted to. So, I'm better off in this room, on this bed hearing Gammy Hart and my mom creating conversation in different rooms. Check back on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart again soon.

The Cruelty of The World's Worst Friend

Okay, so Riley is officially the biggest jerk that has ever walked this earth. Lucas was rapidly banging Farkle's head at the park because he kept passing out and waking up with a strange memory. So, then Lucas tried to make him normal again, but he started bleeding. Farkle was hurt and we rushed him home. Then Minkus showed up and took care of Farkle. He said Farkle was going to be okay. We were so thankful. So, then on TV, Riley didn't want to watch Halloweentown and we, including Auggie (duh), didn't wanna watch Dog With a Blog. So do we go on demand and watch something we all like? Nope! Riley's gotta have it her way and so we watch Dog with a blog. That doesn't happen around here. So, she turned it off and I took it and went on demand and put on Mutant Farm (which we all love). Riley said she hates me, Farkle and Auggie. Poor Farkle is injured and feels awful inside and out and Riley's just gotta be rude to him and say she hates him. That crushes him more than she could ever imagine. Nevermind he's physically crushed!! So, Farkle said on the way home from the park, that he is sorry for being rude to us all and Riley said she could never hate him and she could never make him feel bad. I said "People say that all the time and it is never true" because Riley said that to me in Girl Meets World of Terror and then she says that my broken family is my fault. So, I could definently see that she was going to make Farkle feel bad. And she did. Who knew!? Oh wait, I did! Riley Matthews, voted The World's Worst Friend. Yeah, I voted for her. And I think anyone who has read this blog, would agree. Farkle's head is hurting and he is crying and not because of his head injury! Because of Riley! She is rude to the most delicate people. Honestly, the way she treats me considering what I've been through is absolutely nuts. Especially the fact that she brings up me not being the best student (she put that in a worse sentence when she said it at the pool yesterday) and blames me for my parents splitting up and it's my fault my mom doesn't love me. And then poor Farkle who could never be blamed for anything, the most innocent kid you'll ever know, she is picking on him. He already has someone bullying him in Girl Meets Flaws, he doesn't need his friend doing it to him! So, I think that is the world's worst friend. I can't see anyone else in the world being so cruel. Not even bullying is that bad at our school. So, Riley Matthews: World's Worst Friend. She should be in the world records book. So, keep up and check back with The 99 Problems of Maya Hart again soon. Vote in the box below if you think Riley is the world's worst friend for what she did to me and Farkle. I can't wait to see the votes in!

Girl Meets Flaws is Flawless!

Okay, so on Disney Channel, the new commercial for Girl Meets Flaws just went out. I wish we got Disney Channel, because they are never on break and they have already seen 2 episodes we have not. We should have seen Girl Meets Crazy Hat (muffins) ages ago! And Girl Meets the Forgotten commercial for us should be on TV right now. But they are skipping another week and we won't see Girl Meets The Forgotten until 2 weeks from now. Unless they put Girl Meets Crazy Hat ahead of it, in which we won't see Girl Meets the Forgotten in 3 weeks and Girl Meets Flaws in 4 weeks. That's just great. So we won't see Girl Meets Flaws in 3-4 weeks. One of the two. That is also, just great. So, anyway the Girl Meets Flaws episode clip and commercial are available to us and we have watched it, so I am going to post it right here. Both of them. I honestly cannot wait for this episode! I just wanna see how it all plays out! So, here it is: Girl Meets Flaws, commercial and episode clip.

The Girl Meets Flaws Commercial

The Girl Meets Flaws Episode Clip

So, those are the episode clip and commercial for Girl Meets Flaws. I cannot wait for this episode to air. I sooo wanna see how this turns out. I don't know why, I just do. So, check back soon. I may not be able to post very much this weekend, let's just say the swimming incident last night got us grounded. So, still, check back anyway, you never know how persuasive I can be. I could convince Mrs. Matthews to let us on, possibly. But still, check back soon, right here on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart.

Target of Offense and Attack

Okay, so tonight was officially one of the worst nights of my entire life. If I hadn't had such a rough childhood, it would by far be the worst night of my life and I am not even kidding. So, it was supposed to be the best night of my life. We were all going to go to Youth Night at the leisure center. Then when we got there, they didn't let Riley in because they didn't believe she was 12. They normally might have. Farkle and Lucas hadn't arrived yet. So, then Riley was acting like a 7-year-old being so stubborn and not even wanting to stay as long as we could. I knew we'd be able to get away with it anyway. When they said kids under 12 leave, if we didn't leave, we would have made it. I knew it, but noooo!! Little Miss Know-it-All just can't take a risk in life. So, no. Now we are standing here in public yelling at each other. 12-15 year olds staring at us. So, what does Riley do? She kicks me! Oh. My God. She just kicked me in public. She like attacked me with her hands and feet and that was a HORRIBLE misuse of body language! She seriously needs help! She kicked me in public a few days ago as well. So here I am, embarrased as heck. This 12-year-old girl is attacking me, another 12-year-old girl in the middle of a public leisure center! I am embarrased as heck and I can't help but trying to smack some sense into her. And now she's attacking like a 3-year-old. So, we've went from 7 to 3 years old now. Okay, so now the security guard said if she calls her parents, they can talk to the administration and they'll let her in. But no, Riley now calls her parents and starts yelling and doesn't even ask if they can nicely talk it over with security, no we've gotta yell into the phone. So, now I am completely embarrased. So, then security talks to Mrs. Matthews and she says we have to come home and she's not going to even try to talk to security because Riley has to get physical. So, now were going home and Riley has officially ruined my night. Then the night is the worst of my problems. I told Riley we would've been able to stay if she didn't start getting physically fiesty. "Your a failure, you fail everything!" Riley yelled at me. "You have no family and it's all your fault! Your fault! I see why your mom hates you! You could have a family if it wasn't for you!" she yelled. I was devistated and nobody has ever been mean to me in my life. I had to try sooo hard not to cry. The worst I said was she needed help controling her body language, attacking me in public. So, then Riley walks off and I have to go with her because FYI, we have the same ride! So, then we are outside and I am mad because she has got us kicked out of the pool. So, the these stupid girls about, likely older than us. Maybe 13-14 years old. They decide to get into this. You know what both of them do? They stick up for Riley. "I would rather be in her posistion than yours" the sassy one said. "Nobody asked you!" I yelled at her. They kept bullying me and Riley, oh she says "Thanks!" to them for bullying me! What the heck!? Who does that!? What am I everyone's target!? So, now I am trying not to cry my eyes out. That one girl just would not shut her mouth. So, I adventually got rid of her. So, then Mrs. Matthews' car drives up and I get in the front because I cannot sit in a seat with Riley, no chance. So, now Mrs. Matthews of course, did what everyone else did. She took Riley's side! Oh my gosh, I wish I told those girls and Mrs. Matthews what Riley said about my family and the failure thing. Too little too late. So, now I am trying not to cry my eyes out. I am literally saying "Maya, don't think about it" over and over in my head. I had to think of Nelson playing the violin in Austin and Ally and the haunted teddy bear and the "Please don't pee in the pool" song to keep myself from crying. When we finally got home, I went upstairs and slammed Auggue's bedroom door and started crying my eyes out in there. I got in my pyjamas and came down to write this. That is the real story and if the fools who took her side, saw what really went on, they would've been on my side. Oh, and BTW Riley also called me worthless. So, yeah. Thanks for viewing and check back up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart again soon, unless your Riley. I mean, Riley Jake and Matthews. I would rather Riley Jake. Yeah, that's right. So, anyway. What I said before, stands.

Purposely Painful

Okay, so I guess this is kind of took me down a harsh road. She keeps breaking me. And until Riley stops with stupid Jenaya, I am the broken girl, not her. She just keeps on hurting me and hurting me and hurting me, enough to make me sick. She knows it hurts me and that's why she does it. She is making me mental!! Mental, I tell you! I am reading things and looking at things that are only hurting me. I am making this purposely painful. I keep reading her blog post about replacing me. I keep reading "The Replacement Story" I wrote on blogger and submitted to ElderWisdomCircle. I look back on things I know I'll never get back. Best friends forever, that stupid song only represents Jenaya. I HATE that girl. With a capital EVERY LETTER! Like that, see, I'm tense. I'm gonna have to go to Farkle or something! I don't know what I am going to do. She knows how much I've been through and she's still gotta make it worse. So, I don't see how she could do that to a person, nevermind a person with not even parents to run to! I could NEVER be such a friend. Sure, I pushed her into a fence today. But she hit me at least 5 times before that. I was getting tired of it and I couldn't help but pushing her back. I mean, you can see why right? I don't know what I am going to do. I just might have to just literally run away. I'm literally just going to leave this house and not come back. I am clearly not wanted here and I am TIRED of being replaced. TIRED OF IT. I hate that stupid, stupid Jenaya. I might just actually go lay the smack on that woman. I'm actually thinking about it. I can't be in a house with her. I just can't. Oh, great. There she is now. Ignoring it. Well, I am just leaving. I can't be in this environment. No matter what she says, after reading that blog post, that she cheated on me (in a friendship-ish way) with Jenaya today, I cannot trust her. I cannot. No matter what. As long as I can't see them, I will not trust her. She will never have me trusting her like that again. Ever. I'm eating dinner and I am going. I may go to Farkle and see if he can help me. If not, I will be by myself and I will be fine. I've been out there until 11:26pm, when I was 9 years old and if I can do it at 9, I can do it again at 12. So, here we go again. Nowhere to go. Well, I have playgrounds. That won't last long...Oh, well. I'll deal.

The Pain Storm

So, I am almost dead. Yeah, that's right. I think I may be dying. It's coming to an end. The Spirit of Maya Hart, June 11th 2002 - The Next Moment of My Life. Riley will not stop saying "I never wanted to be your friend" and I cannot take it. I am sick of it. I have other people in my class who can be my friends. Nobody can replace Riley as best friend, so I don't need one. I have all my friends at school and I am fine with that. I know where Farkle and Lucas live and I can go to them anytime after school. They were better friends than Riley was anyway. I couldn't even picture those words coming out of any of those people's mouths. None of them would never say such a thing. I spend the most time with her. Also, I spend lots of time with some kids from my gym class and I know for a fact they'd never be so cruel, and I've known them for about half a month! This is outrageous. I have better friends. None of them could ever be my best friend. Not everyone needs one of those anyway. I mean, my mom never had a best friend and she ended up just fine! On second thought....maybe I should reconsider....Okay, no. I know many people who don't have a best friend and they DID end up just fine. Besides, I know Riley's every secret and I can attack her when I know for a fact that she's done with me. I know her most recent secrets. So, who's laughing now? I am! I gotta go check ElderWisdomCircle. Check back on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart, again soon. Unless your Riley (Jake or Matthews, it don't matter!)

I Ask Once Again

Okay, so it has been very very sad lately. I am laughing at Riley's latest blog post, which she apparently deleted. Oh my gosh! Wow! That is ths DUMBEST move I've seen since I watched that nerd trip in the hallway yesterday! It is sooooo stupid! Hahaha!!! Okay, so anyway. I know that wasn't sad, but it's hilarious. Back to the sad part. So, I had to go crawling back to ElderWisdomCircle for advice. I hadn't submitted a letter since mid-September and now I just had to. The Replacement Story, I just can't handle it. I told them that. So, hopefully I get my reply soon. Let's hope...