I'm Maya Hart and this is my newest blog page called "The Replacement Story" This was an original page, but I published it as a post now. It is a very sad story, The Replacement Story is a non-fictional story about, well me. You have points in your life when you feel like your special to someone and important. It's one thing to drift away from that person, it's another to be replaced with someone else. This story goes way back to, believe it or not, only 2 or so hours ago. This is The Replacement Story.....
Last night, I felt very insecure, even more than usual. I saw my best friend, Riley, saying to one of my other friends, well my frenemy, her friend, Farkle Minkus. She had been my best friend since 1st grade, we also have known Farkle since 1st Grade. My life was normal, but it took a battering and turned the wrong way when I was only 2 months old. My parents divorced and it was never the same. My mom pays no attention to me and I have neve met my father in person. Riley Matthews, she was my best friend today. But through all these years, she's held my hand and helped me through every step of the tradgedy in my life. We also, have our other friend, Lucas who can get on my nerves sometimes. He's from Texas, and his heritage is so not New York, where we live. I don't mind him overall, I'd say. Or, wikia would. Oh, right back to Riley.When I saw her telling Farkle that she has never had a better friend than him and nobody's ever made her feel so good in her life, I was crushed. I sat there not a foot away from them, listening to every word they said. They sounded like...like...best friends. I thought that was me. I thought I was her best friend. I didn't move, I sat there, a piece of my heart fell every word that came out of one of their mouths. It felt like when someone pinching a tiny little piece of my skin, and it was getting harder and harder. After a long hour of my hear tearing and breaking. They finally said goodnight and went to their seperate beds. I wasn't going to sleep. I wasn't. I wouldn't, I couldn't. What are the words to fill a broken heart? Then Lucas came and sat beside me and hugged me so tightly. I was shocked, because the 3 of them had been ignoring me for the past 2 hours. I began crying and crying into his shoulder and we just sat like that for a while. Then he told me to go to bed and after that, I was able to and I agreed. Then the next day which is today, things between me and Riley were never the same. Auggie, her 5-year-old brother had to point that out. Riley knew it and hated hearing him say that. So, then later today, we invited Farkle and Lucas to go with both of us and Auggie to the park. They agreed and we travelled up to the far park. Auggie, me and Farkle all went on one saucer swing, Lucas and Riley went on the other. They talked so loud and wouldn't even let us talk. So, we started singing and Little Miss Gotta-Have-It-My-Way, got mad at us, so I took Farkle and Auggie and we began on our way. On our way out of the park, Riley said the rudest things she could possibly say. She said that I am a failure (because I am a straight D student.) Auggie is 5 and knows nothing and nobody likes Farkle. That is what she said. Auggie cried the whole walk home with me and Farkle. When we got home, his father Mr. Matthews, was ashamed that Riley said such things to her friends and brother. Then Riley arrived home not long after and she wrote a new post on her blog. It was called "Find a Better Friend" and it was the most hurtful words I have ever read. It wasn't like what she said at the park. It was different. She said she was done with me and Farkle. Also, she said that there is this girl in her class, Jenaya and she said that she was her best friend. Jenaya said that she will tell her best friend her crush and she went and told Riley. My best friend. Not hers, mine. Then after I read that, I thought "Nobody moves in on my best friend!" until I read the next line. It said that "Jenaya can be my new best friend" it was the last of me, right then. Every piece of hope, every chance I had, and everything I had to live for, just all dropped at that very moment. My soul was gone, as my heart. Tears rushed down my face faster than the strike of lightening. I had been replaced by a real person, someone that wasn't Farkle, who had a very different relationship with Riley than I did. It was more romantic, I wouldn't expect best friendship out of him. But now she has a new girl, a new best friend, she'll tell everything and she'll trust no matter what. I-I thought that was me. I had been replaced faster than the blink of an eye. It is the worst feeling in the world. I never felt worse in my life. Maya Hart, that girl is gone. That girl is me. I'm gone. I lost myself in this fight. This is the end. What could I ever do now? It's all over. I have been replaced....
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Cruel Not Forgiven
Okay, so there is a major problem we have. It's Riley. She is the most cruel person who has walked this Earth. I am not even kidding. So first of all, she and Lucas never ever let me, Auggie or Farkle talk and I am honestly surprised because we were trying (emphasize trying) to talk about her and what is going on with her and she still shouted over us. It was absolutely rediculous. Then okay, if me, Auggie and Farkle can't talk, we might as well sing. We were singing Home on the Range. There were 2 short parts and 1 long one. We changed up the parts because the two people who didn't get the long part, complained about having the short part. Then finally, Riley just says in the most sassy tone you could ever imagine, "Can you like not sing?" and it was like "Oh my gosh!" that's what I felt like saying. We told her that we were sick of her talking over us and she completely didn't care and it was really rude of her. So, then I finally decide to take Auggie and Farkle and go anywhere she's not. Then when we were leaving, THE RUDEST THINGS ever came out of her mouth. This is what she said "Farkle, I can see why nobody likes you. Maya, I can see why your such a failure and Auggie, your 5 years old, you don't know a thing!" it was soooo rude!! So, then I said "Come on, Auggie and Farkle. Let's go" and we put Auggie on my scooter and I pulled it while Farkle walked his. The whole time poor, innocent Auggie was bawling his eyes out. He was crying THE WHOLE ENTIRE walk home. Me and Farkle both randomly said to him in the middle of crying, things like "Auggie, it's gonna be okay" I said that and he replied, crying his eyes out, with a pitch red face, soaking wet, he said "No it isn't!" and kept on crying and crying. I rubbed his little back and told him that everything was gonna be alright. He denied it everytime. I looked over at Farkle, who had tears in his eyes, trying not to cry. I was the only one who was okay, not about to, or not crying at all. Auggie and Farkle were both emotionally damaged, I mean, Auggue's 5 years old, someone bullying him like that at his age, is just plain sad. And who could be such a JERK to poor innocent little Farkle!? She was sooo rude to all of us and it is sure going to take a REAL 100% REAL, apology to get us to forgive her. When we came inside, Mr. Matthews came down and saw Auggie crying. "Auggie! What's wrong?!" Cory asked him, picking him up and squeezing him tightly. "R-Ri-iley w-was..." he was crying so hard, he couldn't even get normal words out. He told Mr. Matthews all the things Riley said about all 3 of us and he was ashamed at what his daughter turned out to be. I could see it, he thought she was better than that and he taught her better. Believe me, my thoughts exactly. No matter what, in this circumstance, me and especially Auggie and Farkle are way more innocent than Riley and we will not be apologzing for $100,000 I wouldn't apologize. And neither would Auggie or Farkle. Auggie has no SINGLE CHANCE of being guilty. He is 100% innocent. Farkle is like 88% innocent and I am like 75% innocent. There is no chance we are sayin' nothing to her. She was sooooo rude to us. Sooo rude. That is that. Come back and check The 99 Problems of Maya Hart again soon. Unless your Riley. That's Riley Matthews and Riley Jake. Everyone else, come back soon!
People Change, Memories Don't - Original Page -
This is one of my original pages, I literally made about an hour ago, called "People Change, Memories Don't" and it is very personal, but I feel I can't keep it private like that. So, I guess I'll have to post the truth so the world can hear it. Here it is, the truth I feel.
Okay, so as you all know, this is about Riley. So, I now believe that in thisgeneration, best friends are overrated. Literally. They say they are gonna change your life, like it's a good thing. She changed my life alright. But it's not a good thing!! I want my life back, I don't want her to change my life. I miss the Riley who couldn't replace me with just anyone, the person beside me. Literally, last night she replaced me with the person beside me. Farkle. He was beside me for a while and then when me and him were both upset, guess who she went to? Her best friend, or the psycho boy who has been chasing after her for the past 6 years? The pyscho boy who...Okay, I'm not going to say his whole title again, but him. She chose Farkle. It broke my heart, but what can I say? I didn't count on it, that she'd pick me. Otherwise I'd be full of hope, you hope for things, you get disappointed. I'm not one of those dreamers. So, I wasn't counting on it, even though Maya would. I am Maya, but I don't live like it anymore. If she would just give me a chance, I would've been better than Farkle was. But no, she has to chose him. Fine. Fine. Good with me. I am totally and completely 100% not bothered by this what so ever. Sure, I had so much more to offer, more time for example. But no, no. That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter at all! Nope. So, yeah. I guess that's her loss, but if Farkle's half as good as I would've been, then she'll be fine. I mean, I don't need people pittying on me. Lucas already did last night and he shouldn't have. I have....Okay, so I was going to say something, but I am not going to because of 'Riley Jake' I cannot say certain things because I know the 2 people it possibly is and now because she (which ever one of them it is) is reading this, I am limited to what I can say. So, let's just say I have some decent people at school to talk to. Yeah, because I am limited to what I can actually talk about, I will just say that. I have people at school and she has Farkle. So, I guess we will all be fine. I was replaced by....Farkle. That is soooo sad. Well, I guess it doesn't matter. So, guess what time it is? Yes, it is 5:22pm, but it is also quote time! Let's get some quotes happenin'! I will add to some of these that I feel need a better end and I will tell you about them.
Okay, so as you all know, this is about Riley. So, I now believe that in thisgeneration, best friends are overrated. Literally. They say they are gonna change your life, like it's a good thing. She changed my life alright. But it's not a good thing!! I want my life back, I don't want her to change my life. I miss the Riley who couldn't replace me with just anyone, the person beside me. Literally, last night she replaced me with the person beside me. Farkle. He was beside me for a while and then when me and him were both upset, guess who she went to? Her best friend, or the psycho boy who has been chasing after her for the past 6 years? The pyscho boy who...Okay, I'm not going to say his whole title again, but him. She chose Farkle. It broke my heart, but what can I say? I didn't count on it, that she'd pick me. Otherwise I'd be full of hope, you hope for things, you get disappointed. I'm not one of those dreamers. So, I wasn't counting on it, even though Maya would. I am Maya, but I don't live like it anymore. If she would just give me a chance, I would've been better than Farkle was. But no, she has to chose him. Fine. Fine. Good with me. I am totally and completely 100% not bothered by this what so ever. Sure, I had so much more to offer, more time for example. But no, no. That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter at all! Nope. So, yeah. I guess that's her loss, but if Farkle's half as good as I would've been, then she'll be fine. I mean, I don't need people pittying on me. Lucas already did last night and he shouldn't have. I have....Okay, so I was going to say something, but I am not going to because of 'Riley Jake' I cannot say certain things because I know the 2 people it possibly is and now because she (which ever one of them it is) is reading this, I am limited to what I can say. So, let's just say I have some decent people at school to talk to. Yeah, because I am limited to what I can actually talk about, I will just say that. I have people at school and she has Farkle. So, I guess we will all be fine. I was replaced by....Farkle. That is soooo sad. Well, I guess it doesn't matter. So, guess what time it is? Yes, it is 5:22pm, but it is also quote time! Let's get some quotes happenin'! I will add to some of these that I feel need a better end and I will tell you about them.
"And you chose him over your best friend who was twice as caring as he was..." I added to this one because she chose Farkle who appeared that way to her, but what she didn't know is she chose the person who had twice as left to offer. She chose a guy over her best friend. That's common, it happens.
I think Riley should honestly keep this in mind. I mean, I know what Farkle knows, she's upset and the injury thing. And I know everything beyond that. Farkle has no idea how much more I know than me does and how much I can completely disown her at school and anywhere else. I'm not saying I am going to tell everyone at school that is what is going on with her, but she should still watch it.
Now, I should take note of this one. Why am I losing everything I stand for, in attempt to hold onto someone who would've given me up for the littlest things. I sit here busy caring about someone who only cared about me in elementary school and September of 7th Grade. Now, it's October and that's all over. She chose Farkle over me. Farkle! I would've cared twice as much as he does and I know the problem twice as much as he does. So, her loss!
This is a true statement for sure and also the title of this blog post. This is a GREAT example of the episodes. The memories, still look the same through the episodes. In reality, she's changed. People change, memories don't.
Oh my gosh this is sooo me!! Sometimes the people closest to me betray me (Riley) and your home isn't a happy place you can be happy, well that's obvious, my home ain't happy. So, this is exactly how I have lived for the past month. Thank you for quotes!
Right there. That is exactly how I feel. The sad moment (for sure) when you can feel (Oh, I can feel it) your best friend slowly drifting apart (Definently). So that is that.
This is exactly true. I don't hate Riley. I'm just disappointed she turned into the friend she said she'd never be. She said she'd never betray me and I know for a fact she told me she'd never replace me with Farkle. That she said for sure, because she knows I felt that way often. Then she said she could never and that is exactly what she did.
I am going to end this right here. There are no words left to say about her. She can talk to Farkle about everything, but what she doesn't know is I would've cared 10x more. I know all her secrets and that's why she shouldn't lose me. I am losing myself, trying to hold onto someone who doesn't care about me. Riley has changed, but the episode memories never will. She was so close to me, she betrayed me and I can't even go home to a happy place. I am going through that sad moment when my best friend is slowly drifting away and she became someone she said she'd never be. All those quotes. Right there. And the sad part is, I'm living every single one of them....
Back on Schedule
Okay, so as you all know, there has been a harrasment and cyberbullying issue going on here at The 99 Problems of Maya Hart. I am pretty sure that the mysterious 'Riley Jake' comments have stopped. But whether they'd stopped or not, I am still going to be dealing with the principal about this. I did get some information from people at school today, and I have narrowed it down to 2 people. I will be getting the principal to talk to both those two people and find out which one it was, I have told her that someone in our school has been harrasing me online and she said if I can find out who it is, she will be talking to them. And tomorrow, I am reporting both those names (BTW, none of them are actually Riley Jake) and both of them will be getting talked to. I am not going to actually say the names of these people, but they are both girls in my grade, that's all I will say. As for The 99 Problems of Maya Hart, we will be running as usual for now on until we get another comment from 'Riley Jake' which we hope will not happen again. But if it does, I will have to be dealing with that. But for sure by this time tomorrow, The 99 Problems of Maya Hart will be running normally again. For now, we will be running as usual. Thanks for viewing The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to check back soon (Unless your Riley Jake, if you are, get a life. Don't you have anything better to do than to stalk and harrass me online?). New posts coming soon!
Monday, October 6, 2014
RE-IMPORTANT NOTICE: Bullying Through School
Dear, Blog Viewers
As a follow up to my past blog post, I have to say that this harrasment has not stop, as I had to remove another comment on the previous post from this 'Riley Jake' character. I would also like to point out that telling someone they are cyberbullying is not being rude, it is being honest because I never said anything specifically about you and who you are, Riley Jake. I also note that there is nobody that goes to my school named 'Riley Jake' and it is clearly a cover up so I don't know who it really is. But I will find out, because if it goes that far, the principal will be dealing with this. So, I am just pointing out that telling someone they are cyberbullying me, is not being rude. I have made it clear that I do not want to hear from 'Riley Jake' anymore and I have recieved more than one nasty comment from this character, and it is indeed harrasment and cyberbullying because I clearly have told him/her to stop. And if I have not made myself clear, I do not want to hear from 'Riley Jake' anymore and I do not want to recieve any more nasty comments from him/her. I have made myself clear and I will not tolerate anymore cyberbullying from him/her. I am talking to the principal of my school tomorrow as soon as I can. So please take note of this and leave me alone because it is too late to turn back and no matter what comments I recieve, I am still talking to the principal about this, no exceptions. I hope and expect not to see anymore nasty comments from the 'Riley Jake' character, and if so, it will be delt with as soon as possible. I'm sorry for the inconvience and I thought we would be able to run the blog as normal again, but it came up again and I do really apologize to those who have nothing to do with this. Again, I will run The 99 Problems of Maya Hart as usual again as soon as possible. Still keep in touch with The 99 Problems of Maya Hart (Unless your Riley Jake, if you are, just bug off) as we will be posting regularly as soon as possible. Sorry for the inconvience!
Sincerly,
Maya Hart
As a follow up to my past blog post, I have to say that this harrasment has not stop, as I had to remove another comment on the previous post from this 'Riley Jake' character. I would also like to point out that telling someone they are cyberbullying is not being rude, it is being honest because I never said anything specifically about you and who you are, Riley Jake. I also note that there is nobody that goes to my school named 'Riley Jake' and it is clearly a cover up so I don't know who it really is. But I will find out, because if it goes that far, the principal will be dealing with this. So, I am just pointing out that telling someone they are cyberbullying me, is not being rude. I have made it clear that I do not want to hear from 'Riley Jake' anymore and I have recieved more than one nasty comment from this character, and it is indeed harrasment and cyberbullying because I clearly have told him/her to stop. And if I have not made myself clear, I do not want to hear from 'Riley Jake' anymore and I do not want to recieve any more nasty comments from him/her. I have made myself clear and I will not tolerate anymore cyberbullying from him/her. I am talking to the principal of my school tomorrow as soon as I can. So please take note of this and leave me alone because it is too late to turn back and no matter what comments I recieve, I am still talking to the principal about this, no exceptions. I hope and expect not to see anymore nasty comments from the 'Riley Jake' character, and if so, it will be delt with as soon as possible. I'm sorry for the inconvience and I thought we would be able to run the blog as normal again, but it came up again and I do really apologize to those who have nothing to do with this. Again, I will run The 99 Problems of Maya Hart as usual again as soon as possible. Still keep in touch with The 99 Problems of Maya Hart (Unless your Riley Jake, if you are, just bug off) as we will be posting regularly as soon as possible. Sorry for the inconvience!
Sincerly,
Maya Hart
IMPORTANT NOTICE: Cyberbullying Through School
Dear, Blog Viewers
I'm Maya Hart (as you all know) and I am here to make an important message. As you all know, I go to John Quincy Adams Middle School. Lunch at our school is around 12:30 in the afternoon, where students have access to phones, computers etc. So, I keep my computer life very very seperate from my home life as well as my school life. There is an honest reason I do not let my schoolmates have access to my blog and Google+ profile. There have been many many bullying situations going around in my school, not only through my grade, but mostly my grade. Students tolerate bullying at school all the time, and are happy to come home to a safe family friendly environment, where they do not have to have contact with school and classmates at all. After school today, I came back to my best friend Riley's house after school. I was as usual, happy to get out of school, like every other kid. I came online to my regular stuff, my blog, my Google+ page and my 41 subscribers YouTube channel. On blogger today, on my previous latest blog post "Just the Ordinary Orphan" there was a disturbing comment from somebody by the name of 'Riley Jake' who is not Riley, my best friend or anyone I know. This comment was made at 12:27 this afternoon, likely during lunch hour. I know the majority of you reading this, know that this was not you. But if it was, I would like you to know that I count this is cyberbullying, because you knew I would not like to see this comment online, but chose to post it anyway. This is also harrassment, because I do not want you having contact with me, in the real world, nevermind online. I go to Riley's house after school to get away from everyone at school and get the thoughts and bad days at school out of my head. I was not pleased to see your comment today and I would like you to know that I do know that you go to my school and I will be reporting you to the principal and this will be delt with at school, no matter what you do. There are no exceptions, I do not accept cyberbullying and it is final, this will be delt with at school, likely sometime this week. It counts as cyberbullying, if you are contacting me online, in a way I do not like and posting comments you know I do not want to see. If this was not you, sorry for the inconvience and The 99 Problems of Maya Hart will be running regularly again soon. Otherwise, this incident will be reported to the principal and school board immediately.
Sincerly,
Maya Hart
I'm Maya Hart (as you all know) and I am here to make an important message. As you all know, I go to John Quincy Adams Middle School. Lunch at our school is around 12:30 in the afternoon, where students have access to phones, computers etc. So, I keep my computer life very very seperate from my home life as well as my school life. There is an honest reason I do not let my schoolmates have access to my blog and Google+ profile. There have been many many bullying situations going around in my school, not only through my grade, but mostly my grade. Students tolerate bullying at school all the time, and are happy to come home to a safe family friendly environment, where they do not have to have contact with school and classmates at all. After school today, I came back to my best friend Riley's house after school. I was as usual, happy to get out of school, like every other kid. I came online to my regular stuff, my blog, my Google+ page and my 41 subscribers YouTube channel. On blogger today, on my previous latest blog post "Just the Ordinary Orphan" there was a disturbing comment from somebody by the name of 'Riley Jake' who is not Riley, my best friend or anyone I know. This comment was made at 12:27 this afternoon, likely during lunch hour. I know the majority of you reading this, know that this was not you. But if it was, I would like you to know that I count this is cyberbullying, because you knew I would not like to see this comment online, but chose to post it anyway. This is also harrassment, because I do not want you having contact with me, in the real world, nevermind online. I go to Riley's house after school to get away from everyone at school and get the thoughts and bad days at school out of my head. I was not pleased to see your comment today and I would like you to know that I do know that you go to my school and I will be reporting you to the principal and this will be delt with at school, no matter what you do. There are no exceptions, I do not accept cyberbullying and it is final, this will be delt with at school, likely sometime this week. It counts as cyberbullying, if you are contacting me online, in a way I do not like and posting comments you know I do not want to see. If this was not you, sorry for the inconvience and The 99 Problems of Maya Hart will be running regularly again soon. Otherwise, this incident will be reported to the principal and school board immediately.
Sincerly,
Maya Hart
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Just the Ordinary Orphan
So, today we finally went swimming. It was like a rollercoaster. No, seriously. It was up and then it was down and then it was up again and then it ended back down. So, first of all everything was going normally and everything was going as planned. Until Riley and Lucas were going around together to get a rise out of me and Farkle, just because Farkle had to save me from drowning, and they were mad about that. Me and Farkle told them how awkward that was and I said "We didn't just come here together, to do this" and then the next thing you know, Farkle's got my wrist and is dragging me in the other direction, away from them. Then we all stayed away from each other for like nearly hours on end. Then Auggie and Mrs. Matthews both tried to talk to Riley, but she crabbed at both of them. So, they gave up and left her alone. Then Mrs. Matthews was holding Auggie's hand and came up to the hot tub where I was and motioned at me to come to them. I got up and went up to them. "Were all gonna stay together, Maya, okay?" Mrs. Matthews said. "Okay" I agreed. So, me and the Matthews Family, discluding Riley (Mr. and Mrs. Matthews and Auggie) and we all went down the thunder run. Auggie went with Mrs. Matthews and I went with Mr. Matthews. Then we all went to jump into the pool. The first jump, it was all 4 of us. We all held hands and jumped in at the same time. Then the next jump, Mr. Matthews jumped in first. Then I grabbed Auggie's hand and we jumped in together. When we came back up from underwater, Mr. Matthews grabbed onto both me and Auggie because neither of us can swim. Then Mrs. Matthews jumped in after us and then she took Auggie back to the ladder and Mr. Matthews took me back. Then Mr. Matthews went and got Riley to join us. Then we went where it was Mr. Matthews, he jumped in first. Then me and Riley both got on one side of Auggie and we jumped in. Mr. Matthews grabbed onto me and Auggie. Then Mrs. Matthews jumped in and took Auggie back to shore, Riley swam on her own and Mr. Matthews took me back to shore. Then Riley was too cold, so Mr. Matthews took her to the hot tub. Me, Mrs. Matthews and Auggie were all doing jumps, on our own. Then we went to check on Riley and Mr. Matthews. They weren't ready to leave the hot tub, so we all stayed for 10 minutes. Then we all went on the thunder run. "Let's go in groups of 2" Riley said. There were 5 of us, and I knew exactly who would be alone. She was trying to like almost kick me out and it was almost like she was bragging that she had a family and trying to prove meanly, that they were her family and not mine. Auggie and Mrs. Matthews said they'd go together and Riley and Mr. Matthews said they'd go together. So, I was left out. After a few runs, I decided to just walk away. Everything that came out of Riley's mouth, was bragging she had a family, trying to kick me out, or proving that they are her family and not mine. So, I left. I went and sat in the hot tub, crying that I had no family and the best friend who used to be crushed so badly that I didn't have a family who cares for me, now was trying to prove to me she had a family and I didn't. So, I wandered around and cried and tried to just keep getting wet until you couldn't tell my tears from water drops in the pool. The Matthews Family were all happily having fun on the slide, leaving me out. So, I didn't talk to anyone for a while. I hadn't spoken in hours. So, my voice felt naturally shut and so did my mouth. Nothing really happened after that. Not to mention that I am also fighting with my friend at school, so I don't even have her. Also, Farkle and me split up at the pool because I remembered he never even sincerly apologized for offending me so hardly last night. And also, apparently from what Auggie told me, Lucas is more mad at me than he should be, so even though he's in my class, it doesn't even matter anyway. So, Riley's gone, Farkle's gone, Lucas's gone and even my friend's gone. I know I said even my friend, like it's shocking that she fights with me, and that used to be Riley. I used to say "and even Riley!!" like it was so shocking she and I were fighting. Now, she is the only one who shocks me. Apparently, she's my only real friend if she's the one who amazes me that she is fighting with me. Well, I don't have her anyway, so who cares about that!? So, I am alone. All alone. I may just hangout with random popular girls in my class. If that's how it's gonna go, that's how it's gonna go. I'm used to this, it doesn't surprise me, I'm not disappointed. Only in Riley. The fact that I'm alone in general, doesn't surprise or disappoint me. So, I'll live. I've lived like this for the past 12 years. So, why not make a bigger habbit of it? So, this is the part when I say, check back soon on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart, new posts coming soon!
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