The Truth

This is the post where I absolutely cannot lie. You can disagree with me all you want, but I swear on the pathetic bit of life I have, I will tell nothing but the truth as this post goes on. And it goes on..

So we watched Teen Beach 2 tonight, Riley and I. All was well, normal. Earlier today is when Farkle and I officially decided to move on from our crushes on Riley and Lucas. No, it's not 100% working yet, but I'm doing a lot better than I thought I would be. Yes I miss him and would still do anything to fix things between us but I'm strong enough to possibly see myself moving on going into the next year. One year ago, I was stuck in a situation that was the opposite-ish of how it is now. Yes, I still wanted to move on from Lucas but I couldn't. But I didn't wanna move on because he didn't like me. I wanted to move on because I thought we had gone too far. And yes, we did. When January came around, we only went too far maybe two times. I was able to refrain myself from liking him like that by January. And maybe that's what'll be happening again this year, considering now is really the first time in a week that I've actually tried to move on and am not actually pretending to this time. So maybe I'll be able to officially move on ENOUGH to be okay with him hating me like he does. And yeah, I believe he really dislikes me for real now. And maybe that's because he made a really hurtful statement toward me today and claimed to not remember anything that happened on confession night, which I know he does remember, he just doesn't want to admit that he ever lied about liking me. Because we all know he said it. I know it, you know it. Do not lie to my face, especially when I we both know the truth. So I am currently avoiding him at all costs. Not seeing him at all will contribute hugely to moving on. I don't care if he and Riley get all hooked during the episode break containing this damn love triangle. I could care less but I don't care enough to get jealous unless I see it. So, avoiding Lucas will be avoiding them both together which again, will contribute hugely to my moving on plan. Riley and Farkle, well that's another story right about now. I've ultimately convinced Farkle that the two of us are "desperate" toward Lucas and Riley so Farkle has made it his mission to appear as careless as possible, which I can't determine if its true or not, him not caring and all. But I don't care enough to ask. See? I'm really teaching myself not to care much, as you can see. I've been saying "I don't care" a lot today. And honestly, I'm slowly beginning to mean it. Which is part of my goal so that's magnificent for me. Yay. Now Riley's upset that Farkle doesn't seem to give a rip about nothing but according to her, it's not because she likes him, it's because she likes him as a friend. Boom! #Friendzoned. Which would be more important to this story if Farkle cared a bit more. But he doesn't care if she friendzones him or not, so.. Because whether she likes him or not, he friendzoned her too. So that's where they're at. 

Riley and I don't seem to be on much of better terms than the rest of us are. After watching the movie, we were to walk to the store to grab something for Mrs Matthews. As soon as we left her apartment, we walked in bitter silence, but still together. And not the good, heart-touching silence, but the awkward bitter silence. When we got out of the building, I walked distantly ahead of her, in the dark, by myself. I could hear her footsteps faintly in the distance but didn't bother to care. I just thought to myself for a bit, walking in the dark silence about a meter or two ahead of her. "I'm not even needed on this trip" I told myself. "I'm just the one walking in the front with no money, maybe I should be in the back" I thought. "I'm Maya Hart, I'm always in the lead, standing tall, in the front, with no money at all" I reminded myself. "any other arragement would be wrong" I decided. When I got to the store, I waited a few seconds for Riley because I didn't know exactly what we were getting. We paid, and as we left the store, I regained my position of walking ahead. That time, I was a lot further ahead than I was on the first walk. I could hardly hear Riley's footsteps under the sound of my own, my feet crunching above the snow. I didn't look back, not once. Looking back is just getting stuck in the past, which is not where I wanted to go, so I didn't. It was addictive, but I still refused to look back for a short second, because that would've hurt my entire future for more than a short second. When we got home, after a few seconds I heard that sweet voice I loved so much, unexpectedly calling my name, I turned to see her bright and beautiful face holding her smartphone in her little over-worked hands, as she showed the screen to my face, she had a picture referencing on of our episodes (my least favourite for the record) comparing to Boy Meets World. All suddenly made sense reguading that scene. Anywho, things have changed but not for the better, but for the worse. Last night, I was determined to fix whatever was going on between us then, so I went to Riley who was grieving over her passed hamster's old cage and I hugged her from behind. She touched my arm for a second before pushing me away, and continuing to talk to Lucas about her hamster. They walked away, not saying a word to me, hurting what was already broken. Farkle took me by the hand and told me I tried, in which I began to sob my eyes out. He didn't talk to me much within that hour before leaving me to sleep alone. I cried for a while until I calmed myself down before going to sleep. Rejection was and still is my biggest fear. I faced it and got hurt like I did when my dad left. The feeling was similar. Which that was the hardest moment of my entire childhood. It shaped who I am, hugely. And especially who I was. Now, I just want everything to be okay. I feel lost and missing something without knowing I have someone I can go to no matter what. My insides panic like you wouldn't believe because I've had that security for years. Now it's gone and I feel unprotected and now that I'm unprotected, something is going to come and hit home hard. Now that I have nowhere to go to, nobody to cry to, I'll really need it for no other reason than that I don't have that anymore. Feeling hurt, the feeling is familiar. But unprotected, this is all new and most definitely feels wronger than wrong. But if I can handle losing my dad, I'll be able to cope with this somehow. It only took me 9 years to stop being angry towards my dad, so I'll be in ship shape 9 years from now. Wish me luck, I need it more than anything in the world right now. Don't forget to check back soon and watch Girl Meets World on Disney Channel.

Missed Moving On

Sup losers? So today was an interesting day to start off with. All four of us (Riley, Lucas, Farkle and I) got into huge fights. I bawled my eyes out for an hour last night because of Lucas and mostly Riley and then this morning was even worse. We've been teamed up for the past 24 hours; Riley and Lucas vs Farkle and I. So then all four of us ended up having it with our partner and Farkle and I started screaming at each other and so did Lucas and Riley. Then eventually Smackle tried to stop Farkle and I from fighting when Mrs Matthews came home and invited Eric to once again sort out all our problems. When Eric arrived, he got us all to sit in a circle and asked who fired the first shot. Nobody could remember how it started and Eric then found this entire thing ridiculous realizing we didn't even know why we were so mad. Farkle and I both claimed that neither of us knew how or why it started but we were aware why we were still upset. I was tired of nobody caring about each other like we used to and Lucas lying to me about liking me. Then he claimed that he never said that and I blew up. I know he remembered saying that 2 nights ago when we were doing confessions. How could anyone forget that!? Then when I questioned that, he claimed he didn't remember because he didn't care enough to. That honestly broke my heart, he actually admitted that he didn't care about me, meaning everything said on confession night was made up. I knew it was for the past 2 days but I didn't expect to hear it out loud! It really hurt and I was honestly planning to move on to something or someone else before I heard that. But hearing that he didn't care about me made me care all the more. Which I know makes no sense but love never makes sense so suck it. I then realized that I still didn't wanna lose everything so I went out to make sure I'd get my Riley back to normal. Luckily that actually worked for once and everything went back to normal between us. We all went to Topanga's expect for Lucas and we also brought Charlie instead. So to was Charlie, Riley, Farkle and I at Topnaga's. My mom wasn't there because her shift didn't start for another hour or so. Farkle and I decided we were going to officially move on from Riley and Lucas and maybe even like each other again considering Girl Meets Money is rumoured to be big on us. I did like him briefly last summer but I've sworn never to speak of it again unless necessary. And at this point, to move on from Lucas, it just might be necessary. Anyway, then Riley began leading Farkle on to her at Topanga's and made this whole moving on thing an awful lot harder especially for Farkle. I'll try and pull Farkle away from her like I did then but I'm not sure it'll work. Maybe this will be the one thing that I can hope for that might actually happen. Ya never know. So thanks for catching up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to watch Girl Meets World on Disney Channel! 

Suck It Up, Princess

I see you're still reading my little blog here. If you're really that interested, fine. If you found my last post interesting, you're gonna wanna fasten your seatbelt for this one.

Christmas went pretty goodactually. After the whole last night scene (read "Dark Christmas 2015" if you don't know)

I actually managed to turn it around. I realized my job was to protect Riley, not hurt her, so I saved her the deal of sleeping on the couch but abandoning the fight we had. I got a lot of great things from Shawn and the Matthews' for Christmas this year, very thankful. Then comes this:

I was messaging my good friend, Ellie who's from China on Twitter. I wrote one of my usual broken love quotes on my Twitter, @MayaPHart, and she oddly responded. What it said was "You love her, I love you, this triangle is nothing but abused" exact words. She responded asking if it were Lucas I was referring to. Me, of course, being all defensive about my crush on Lucas, asked why she would think that. Eventually she told me that he was the one who told her 90% of my 350+ tweets were about him. I decided to have a nice word with Ranger Rick here, and ask why the heck he'd tell her that. Him and I are still currently messaging on Twitter about it. It's taking a really bad turn right now, I'll be getting back to that once I'm finished this update.

Earlier today, Riley and Lucas simotaneously ganged up on me in a verbal war, leaving me devastated for hours. Him and Riley just keep getting closer and closer which of course, really upsets me. Then she has the guts to post on Twitter that her relationship problems suck. Honey, you don't have relationship problems! She tweeted, "I love you, you love me. I love him, he loves me. Choices are hard" or something along those lines. I'm sorry but I don't go complaining about how my crush likes me back! That's absolutely ridiculous! I'm fed up with those two, and then Lucas has the guts to ask what the heck he did to me. My word, are we for real? Anyway, I've got to go put a couple of morons in their place now. Keep watching for new updates on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and watch Season 3 of Girl Meets World, coming soon to Disney Channel.

Dark Christmas 2015

Hey Blogger! I know I haven't posted in about 6-8 months now, but if you watched Season 2 of Girl Meets World, you'd know I've been pretty busy lately. So, I think we need to catch up but first of all, Merry Christmas! It's Christmas Eve, 9:17PM and Christmas is only hours away. Meanwhile, I spend it here at Riley's house being completely rejected by the entire family, crying in her bedroom in the dark by myself. That's my Christmas Eve, hope really is for suckers. Anyway, it's not all about me. I hope you guys are having a great Christmas Eve. I'm not gonna lie, I did have fun tonight. We went looking at Christmas lights and that was a lot of fun, I was almost laughing the entire time. It was great, highlight of my night. Now Riley's made it really clear to me that she doesn't really wanna do this anymore which is making me feel terrible in itself, but then she accuses me of being negative. No no, it's her. I wanna be here, I'm enjoying myself until I realize I'm a desperate sucker and stop being such a suck-up toward her. I don't wanna be pushed away by her, so I push her away first so she doesn't do it to me, hemps making me feel bad about myself and this entire situation. Yes, I know I'm just beginning to post again and I'm already venting about my problems, but this IS "The 99 Problems of Maya Hart" but I'm pretty sure I've got more than 99 problems. I'm gonna guess 106-107? I dunno, I'm trying okay? 

The point I'm trying to make here is, I just wanted to have a good Christmas, full of cheer and happiness and no negativity whatsoever. I'm happy here, clearly, and everyone knows it too. The only reason I'd have to be negative here is if they are being negative, causing me to feel bad. Which is exactly what is going on here, as well as the entire family ganging up on me. I feel like I'm not wanted here. Why, you ask? Riley literally tweeted on her Twitter (@NYRileyMatthews) "I wish I could spend Christmas with JUST my family" and I'm the only one here who's not really apart of this family. She might as well have tweeted "I wish I could spend Christmas with everyone here but Maya" because that's what I got out of that. That's basically what I read anyway. And she calls me negative. Actually that's fair. I'm in a negative mood. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that she's negative towards me, then tweets about how she wishes she didn't have to spend Christmas with me. Isn't that just lovely? Anyone else seeing the obvious cause of the problem here? Because I can see it and according to everyone, I ain't the brightest bulb in the bucket. So glad to catch up, I'll be writing on here much more often now. I wish everyone a better Christmas than I'm having now. Merry Christmas Blogger! 

Three-In-One Relation (Crush Crazy Comeback)

Hey Blogger! So I know I haven't written about this topic much, other than just publishing the post below this one with every last detail. So to summerize, I went to a camp 2 weekends ago and met a kid who I gained this crush on and actually had since I was 9 years old, but we never spoke so it went away naturally and was no big deal. So then this last camp, he was hanging out with my friend Jax and that made me kinda jealous, so I decided to promote them being together to put myself outta the clear. That lasted all through out camp until the last day and I was able to hide it from her until we got home. So I've been obsessing over him since and I've been meaning to write this song relation post about him, so here we go!

The first song I will be doing is one I listen to very often, called Unlove You by Elisa Estrada. It's pretty old, but a good song and has a very strong relation with my situation. The lines bolded in
yellow are the lines that are related to my situation.

Unfair, unreal
I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal
That'd be one way
To unlove you

Undressed, unkind
That I can't erase you from my mind
That'd be another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My self respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

Until I heal
I wish that I could freeze every thing I feel
That'd be one way
To unlove you

Emotions, unknown
In fact they'd only turn me into stone
And that'd be, another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My dignity is tellin' me
I gotta walk away, so

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

I've gotta look you in the eye
And tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do I have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

So that's the first song, Elise Estrada - Unlove You and the second song is one of my personal favorites and one in my daily playlist. It's called A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton and it's my favorite song of all time! Here's the song:

Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory

'Cause I need you
And I miss you and now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by, oh
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

And I, I don't want to let you know I,
I drown in your memory I,
I don't want to let this go
I,I don't.

Making my way down town walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way

Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, now

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you, tonight

So that is the second song, by Vanessa Carlton! So our next song is one that I've done a relation on before about a totally different situation. It was about the one in September-January, the one about Riley and Farkle. Now, I'm gonna do a relation on the same song, about my crush and the Jax thing. That one I'll explain after, how it relates. Tune in for Better Than Revenge by Taylor Swift, next up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart's relation post!

The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor would I have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
'Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
(Think about what you did)

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I'll always get the last wordWhoa

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

And do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
'Cause I don't think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage

So as you can see, alot of these lyrics are relatable to this situation as well, the only major difference is the "matress" line was empthasized in the one about Riley and Farkle and not the Jax one. So the first line "The story started it was hot and it was summer and I had it all I had him right where I wanted him" is relatable because I met him at 9 years old and gained a crush on him, even though we never spoke. Then when I was 10, 11, and 12 we started hanging out and growing closer and that's the way I wanted it, then she came along and got him alone and so on. So those lines might've been confusing, that's why I explained it. So anyway!

I think that was our last song, so I would like to thank you all for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and I hope that you all enjoyed it! Remember to watch the Season 2 Premiere week starting THIS Monday, when Girl Meets Gravity airs at 8:00pm, so don't miss it! Thanks again and I hope to hear from you guys in the comments below! Thank you!

Jealousy, Karma's Hardest Revenge - Original Page -

This was originally a blog page, I published on April 26th 2015 right after I came back from camp. This is the detailed and full story about the crush I've been going on about for those of you who know me on Google+ so enjoy!

Hey Blog Pagers! I know I haven't written one of these since February 4th, when I wrote about the secret of the ring that Shawn gave me. I'm pretty sure most of you have read that and if you haven't and want to, just comment on this page or if you have access to me on Google+ you can ask me to share it with you. Okay anyway, as most of you probably know, blog pages are not visible publically on my blog and can only be viewed by those I share it with. Well what's the point in making a page private? Well I write all my deepest darkest secrets on here and only share it with people I know would never ever share it anywhere else. So if you are reading this because I shared it with you, it means I trust you very very much. So I just want to make note of this, I may never ever share this with anyone ever because it just may be the darkest secret I've ever written on here. It's not that what it is about is the biggest thing ever, it's just if anyone I don't want to find out, finds out, it'll become the biggest thing ever and I'll be so embarrassed that I'll never be able to show my face around some people ever again. So anyway, let's get to the point after a long lecture on the point of pages and deep dark secrets shared with those I trust. So as most of you know, I went to a weekend camp this past friday. Okay, because these pages don't have dates on them like posts do, I'll tell you the date of this one here. Writing this today, it's Sunday, April 26th 2015 and it's 3:56pm. I got home from weekend camp at 2:00pm. So anyway, on this weekend camp I found out that I was in the same cabin as Riley and we slept on the top bunks across the room from each other. So then we were so happy and so excited that we would get to spend most of our time together. It was going to be the best weekend ever. Then I started connecting and meeting other people, and Riley did too. Except, she never met a certain person that was so close to her compared to everyone else she'd spoken to. Mine, was a girl named Kelsey. She is 13 years old and was not in my cabin. So I didn't see her as often as I would've if she were in my cabin. We spent alot of time together and acted like best friends. She always went on about how she wished we were in the same cabin and how I was so pretty. Sometimes talking to her felt like I was talking to my fans online, like you guys. She almost worshipped the ground I walked on. She said I was like her sister and we even mastered hand games together too. Riley, as I could see, felt betrayed and I really wanted to go help her out, but Kelsey was dragging me away from her. She was very attached and always was at my side, anytime she could be. All through Friday, the first day we were at camp, I was with Riley and we had a great time. Saturday morning at breakfast I met Kelsey. Then for the majority of the time following, it was just Kelsey and Maya. Meanwhile, Jax met this little 10-year-old boy who's last name was legitamately Swagger. No joke. He was the youngest of 3 sibblings. He had an older brother who was 14 and had a romance with another girl in Jax's cabin. Also, he had an older sister who was 12 in Jax's cabin. So Jax called the 10-year-old, who's name was really Ryder, she called him "Little Swagger" and his sister, Peyton "Medidum Swagger" and their brother Max "Big Swagger" and those nicknames floated around the camp. Jax was always hanging out with Little Swagger and I was always with Kelsey, while Riley was being jealous of her. Riley would always complain and cry for me to come back to her, but Kelsey just pulled me away. Kelsey had well knowledge that Riley was at this camp, she was my best friend and she was in my cabin. That's really how it rolled all day Saturday. Jax and Little Swagger, Me and Kelsey and jealous Riley watching from a distance. Then it came the hockey game that we all watched on the big screen in the lodge of the camp. It was epic and I had both Kelsey and Riley beside me. They were both on one side of me. The game was amazing. Then at the end of the night, once the game was over, we all went down to the firepit to make smores. You all know the story at this point and the twist at the end, you'll have NEVER seen coming. If you ACTUALLYsaw it coming, comment down below because seriously, it's wickedly unexpected. Anyway, so I was down at the firepit and I've never made smores before. I was roasting marshmallows and making smores and mine all turned out to taste like cardboard. It was disgusting!  Every single one I made tasted that way! So anyway, then I went to talk to Riley and when I went up to her and started talking, she stared at me with no emotion whatsoever. Then once I fnished, she stared at me for a couple more seconds and then she just walked away. Everytime I tried to talk to her, she walked away and gave me the silent treatment. I saw Jax and Little Swagger hanging out and I ran to talk to them. "Jax, Riley's not talking to me and I don't know why!" I cried and I had tears in my eyes. In the dark, Jax couldn't see that. She really seemed to be trying to get away from me and be alone with Little Swagger. So adventually, I gave up on trying to get her attention to help me. I didn't understand why I kept going over there and trying to gain their attention to help me. I really didn't know why. So then I went to find Kelsey. "Kelsey, Riley's ignoring me and I don't know why!" I cried. "Well it's probably because she thinks that I'm stealing you from her and she's mad about that" Kelsey explained. "Well I'm allowed to have other friends" I stated. "She'll probably talk to you tomorrow, and if she doesn't, I don't know what to do then" Kelsey remarked stuffing a smore in her mouth and walking away. "Stupid cardboard smore" I said to myself. "I can make you a perfect smore!" I heard a familiar voice say from behind me. I looked back and saw the cute little face of Little Swagger standing behind me. "Oh sure" I smiled. He took some marshmallows and started roasting them. Jax followed him around and watched him. "So your name is legitamately Swagger?" I asked him. "My last name, yeah" he smiled. "How did you not know that?" he asked. "Well I don't really know you" I replied. "Well I know you" he said. "What the heck?!" I thought. "Do you know my name?" I asked. "I never really knew your name, but we used to hangout a lot" he said. "I met you here 2 years ago and we hung out all the time" he said. "I think I would've remembered that" I said to myself, but went along with it anyway, he's 10 I've gotta give the kid a break. Then again, he did look somewhat familiar and I have a 5-minute memory, so it just might be true. Once he was finished, he gave me it and it tasted 10 times better than mine. "Thanks, this is great!" I smiled. So then I sat alone, eating my smore and wondering if Kelsey was right about Riley. She seemed like she knew that from the moment her and Riley met. Then I watched Jax and Little Swagger wander around the campfire alone in the dark and I don't really know why, but I really wanted to go join them, so I did. I went and tried to engage with them, but Jax seemed like she wanted me out the whole time. Little Swagger sang a song that he wrote and he's an amazing singer and songwritter and I was impressed. He's 10 years old and got skill! So then Jax ended up getting rid of me and I sat back down by myself. Then I saw Medium Swagger (Peyton, Little Swagger's 12-year-old sister) walk up to Jax and Little Swagger. "This is not happening!" She said about the two of them hooking up or whatever. I looked back and laughed but at the same time, it made me uneasy. Just then I saw Medium Swagger in front of me. "Do you know her?" she asked pointing to Jax. "Yeah!" I smiled. I was kinda happy to be talking to her, she always seemed so...I don't know. I just felt lucky to talk to her, like she'd never talk to me. "Can you make sure that "that" won't happen" she said motioning to Jax and Little Swagger. "Sure!" I smiled. I went up to Jax and Little Swagger and looked at Jax. "I need to talk to you" I said. "No, I'm with Little Swagger!" she denied. "No, like seriously" I said pulling her. She actually surprisingly participated with me. I took her just outside the campfire area. "Okay, Peyton told me that you and Little Swagger, nuh uh, not happening" I said. Jax smiled and laughed, "we're not!" she laughed. "Good, better not be" I said. Medium Swagger was talking to Little Swagger, when we came back. Medium Swagger and I both took off to our own places, when I saw Little Swagger and Jax join up again. I don't know why, I didn't understand but I hated watching them. "Maybe I miss Riley or something" I thought. "Watching Jax with someone else makes me jealous that I lost a friend" I guessed. So then by the end of the night, I was with Jax and Little Swagger here and there and it was kinda fun until Jax booted me out, most of the time. I hated it. I had no idea what I was thinking. Then after the campfire was unlit and everyone was going back to bed, I followed Jax and Little Swagger down by the boys' cabins. Kelsey came with and took me back to my cabin. I don't know why it got to me so much. "I don't even like Jax that much, just like she doesn't really care for me" I said in my head. "I don't care if she makes other friends, she should" I added to my thought. "Well then what is it?" I asked myself repeatedly. Once Kelsey was at her cabin, I was walking alone to mine and kept thinking and thinking on what my problem is. Jax seemed very emotionally attached to Little Swagger. I tried to figure this out, many many times before I really got it. Little Swagger was such a cute little kid and ever since I met him (apparently 2 years ago). "Maybe I'm jealous of Jax with Little Swagger" I thought. That was totally crazy I realized. (Didn't see that coming, did ya?) Jax didn't like him romantically (for what she said) but had some like cute little emotional attachment relationship with him and maybe I was jealous of that. I remember being at the camp years ago and seeing him for the first time and maybe I did know him. "Maybe I just want that relationship with Little Swagger" I thought. I went to bed when I got to my cabin and thought about it for 20 minutes straight, realizing that was likely the scenario. I was so jealous of Jax and Little Swagger, it made me nuts. I suddenly realized how Riley felt. Jealousy is crazy weird and one of the most painful forms of loss-of-love you'll ever feel. "Can I go to the bathroom?" I heard Riley's voice ask our leader in the middle of the night. "Yep" she said. Riley got down and went to the bathroom. I decided to follow her and make it right, so that's what I did. I walked into the bathroom and saw Riley's little slippers in the stall. "Riley?" I asked. "What?" she said miserably, realizing who it was calling her name. "I'm sorry" I said. "Sure, whatever" she said, I could hear in her voice, she was almost about to cry. "No really. I know how you feel, being jealous of someone like that" I said almost crying. She peeped her head out of the stall and pulled me in. "What do you mean?" she asked. "Well Jax has developed this emotional attachment and this really interesting relationship with this little kid, who's 10 years old but he doens't look 10 at all" I said. "And I don't know, I want that relationship with him too but she won't let me. He claimed he knew me years ago and I did remember in the end and I don't know" I said, almost crying. Riley pulled me in and hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry, Maya" she cried. "Me too" I cried into her shoulder. We stood and hugged each other for a while. "C'mon. You want me to sleep with you?" she asked. I nodded, wiping the tears in my eyes. We went upstairs to our cabin and got in my bed. She hugged me and let me suck on my leftover candy ring until I fell asleep. She felt better, because I was back with her and promised to not make her jealous with Kelsey anymore. She felt better, but I didn't at all. I knew that tomorrow, it would be Jax and Little Swagger again and it just broke my heart. I cried and sucked on my candy ring until I fell asleep. In the morning, Riley took my candy ring and it was back on my shelf when I woke up. After getting ready, Riley asked if I was okay and I responded with the fact that I was always okay. Then at breakfast, I saw both Little Swagger and Jax, not at the same table. I was relieved and just watched Little Swagger for half of my lunchtime. Then after, it was time to do sing and dance to crazy songs, then super slow ones where you wrap your arms around everyone in a big chain of people. Then during that, I danced with all the girls and Little Swagger's group was right beside mine. Then during the slow song, we almost had to be beside each other (in the middle of other people). But then his sister Medium Swagger split us up, and I could tell she was suspicious. So then when she left the group for some odd reason, I decided not to join our group with Little Swagger's group, just because I felt like Medium Swagger was testing me. She was really protective any time her brother had the slighest bit of romance with anyone. So then after that, once it was over, we just sat beside each other listening to the message. Then after, he was back all hooked up with Jax again. Ugh, hated it. So then Riley came and comforted me. So it was soon time to go home and I was kinda disappointed that it would all be over sooner than I thought and I'd never see Little Swagger again. I know I'd see him for this November when school year camps come around again. But I doubt we will be in the same week of summer camp. So not counting on that. I was very upset for it to be over, that I'd never see him for almost over half a year but at the same time, I was happy that the him-Jax thing was possibly never happening again or at the least, not for 7 months. It was an unfortunate and fortunate thing at the same time. Jealousy holds so much power and it's hard to stand by that. Well I'm sad and glad that it is over now and maybe if I just spend time with my friends again, and if that won't work, I'll start up that romance-abuse thing with Lucas again just to get my mind off Little Swagger. Well anyway, crazy experience! Like maybe the most unexpected, twisted experience I've ever been in, but it's over for at least 7 months so that'll be enough time to recover. If you actually saw that coming, then comment down below and say it and DO NOT lie because I really hate liars. If you had no idea until I said it, that's okay I love you anyway! Thanks for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart's Page and be sure to check back again soon!

Crush Crazy Weekend

Hey Blogger! So you may know that I have this "secret" crush on this kid I met or whatever. And if you haven't heard, I have a "secret" crush on this kid I met...or whatever. But I had other issues in that area, aside from the fact that I knew him for not even 3 days (2 years) there were other issues. 2 years? Yeah, in the 2.5 days that I knew him, he claimed that he's known me for 2 years which I stood there in confusion, believing that I'd know what I did in the past 2 years and someone I was that close to, I would've remembered. But I didn't say this of course, but I really knew exactly what he was talking about. I acted confused, but I really knew exactly what he was talking about. I know this may sound weird, but years ago when I first met him for like another course of 3 days, I instantly had a crush on him. No joke, I'm actually not even kidding. I remember seeing him years ago and having a crush on him just by physical appearance or whatever, but it died down fast and was really minor because we never interacted. Then after courses of 3 days every 3 months and following that, summers after that for longer than 3-day-periods we did end up hanging out. The minute he claimed he's known me for 2 years, I was like very confused and minutes later I kinda remembered it and realized he wasn't making it up. I do remmeber hanging out with him when I was like 9-12 years old and Riley was annoyed of it too. Not because she liked him, 'cause she's not a pesky little pinhead who goes and steals other people's crushes, but just because she found it weird and annoying that I was hanging out with some boy at the age of 10. But I remembered and it was odd. He didn't seem like the kind of kid to make up a story like that either, actually believing that I'd fall for it, that I actually knew him. Making up a story is one thing, making up a story about the person you're telling it to is just plain stupid and he's smarter than that, I can tell. But he wasn't wrong and it took me several thinking breaks to realize it. I remember long before we talked, I always watched this kid and thought "I wanna talk to him!" but the 9-year-old gut inside of me had no chance. I don't know, I guess he looked oddly interesting. Anyway, so then when I met him again almost a week ago, he hooked up with one of my "aquantinces" (current enemy and couch spot stealer in this very moment) and it made me really upset. So I kinda put Riley in the same situation, with jealousy and what not early in that 3-day course and I guess karma was kicking my butt. Well so I acted like I supported my friend/aquantince in the relationship, just to put me out of the clear, so it would be the last thing anyone would expect. Then on the last day, there was this one awkward moment that happened during a singing thing, but we don't talk about that. Not even Riley knows about it and now the public knows! Well so then after we saw each other for the last time at a singing thing (where he copied my actions I made up for the song, but that's not important) I looked at him one more time and says my last goodbyes. He's been in my head at least once an hour and I haven't stopped thinking about him. Long distance "relationship" is the pain of it all. Well I do feel like he hasn't thought of me once since we hadn't seen each other in almost a week. I didn't have the guts to do anything in the 3 days I did see him daily, but now I wish I'd of had more guts than I did back then. Normally, the best idea would be to move on because we will never see each other again, but that's not technically the case. In 7 months from now, we will meet at the same place again. So I move on for a medley seven months and then start this crazy crush all over again in November!? At this point, I don't really know what to do. Well my art sketchbook says a lot about it. Maybe a little too much. Well anyway, this'll be s hard process, but with Riley's help, I'll figure it out. Thanks for reading The 98 Problens of Maya Hart and be sure to check back again soon and don't miss the Season 2 Premiere Week of Girl Merts World, starting Monday May 11th @ 8:30pm! Thanks again and love you all!

The Black Swimming Hole 2010

"Come on! Just one more lap, Maya!" 8-year-old Riley yelled from her end of the pool. I tried as hard as I could, but at 9 years old and still having not the slightest clue how to swim, I was frustrated with the concept of swimming and all I wanted to do was give up. But how could I? Riley was counting on me to be able to swim by the summer which was only 5 months away for the trip to Hawaii the Matthews' invited me to, randomly. I spun my arms in circles and helplessly stood up, the water slowing me down. "I can't do it, Riley! I'm just not cut out for this!" I cried rubbing my eyes. "Come on, Maya. I know you can do it!" Riley encouraged me. I sometimes felt like the majority of the compliments she gave me were to feel better about myself and she didn't really mean it, but she felt genuinely sorry for me. "Okay, try this!" Riley said gliding herself down the pool. "Back swimming? I have a better chance of achieving that when I'm dead and float like those river rafts that hold like 10 adults at once and still don't drown!" I remarked. "Actually, back swimming is easier than forward swimming. I can do back swimming way easier than forwards swimming, it's faster too!" Riley smiled. I looked at her, then back at Mr. Matthews, sitting on the chairs watching. Riley and I were both old enough to get into the pool alone, but Mr. Matthews didn't trust me going in, knowing I wouldn't wear a life jacket and I wouldn't stay where I could touch if I had no supervision. I looked down at my feet in the water, which looked smaller in water than they normally did. It reminded me of when I was 3 and I looked down at my little feet as I sat in my craddle all day long, waiting for at least something as interesting as a truck to drive by outside the window, I always stood on my tippy toes and looked out at the little kids playing outside, wishing I could only be one of them. The way people view celebrities, is the way I viewed those kids. It was just something I could only imagine, as I watched other people live my dream. I looked up from the water and at Riley. She smiled, gesturing me to lay down in the water and attempt to float along stream like she just showed me. I turned around and raised my eyebrows at Riley, looking for an answer. "Go on" she suggested. I laid down slowly and fell instantly on my butt in the shallow end of the pool. "Oooh, should'a gone deeper for that one" Riley regretted. "Ya think" I said standing up, rubbing my back. "Okay, well...OMG!!!" Riley started freaking. "What?" I said sassily. I think my annoyed-of-everything teenage years poked a bit too early. Like 5 years early. "I gotta pee, I REALLY gotta pee!!" Riley said holding it in. "Then why don't you just go?" I asked, confusingly. "Right! Keep practicing, get your business done, and I'll go get mine done!" she said rushing as fast as her little feet could go to the washroom. I stood there dreaming of Hawaii, and the beauty it was gonna be. If I could just do this, I could be in Hawaii in 5 months. I'd be the first and biggest trip of my life. Just me, Riley, her parents and 1-year-old Auggie, flying on a plane to Hawaii. Cocoanut drinks, boiling sunshine, extreme waterparks. I just had to go. I had to do this. When I realized how long I'd been standing there, drifted off into the thought of living the dream life in Hawaii, I realized I was still standing in the middle of a public swimming pool in New York and there were several kids wondering what the heck I was even doing. I looked around, and then down at the water. I slowly lowered myself in. "Actually, back swimming is easier than forward swimming" Riley's voice repeated in my head. So, I flipped around and started dreaming of Hawaii and the beautiful hotel room and the ocean blue right out the window. To have room service, and actual food I can eat and I'll even like it too! The sand and the games, people in bikinis, shorts and tank tops, flip flops and floral necklaces. It wouldn't be all in my head for long. Then it was dark. Pitch black, and I felt as if I were sleeping. I couldn't wake up, I couldn't move, it was like I had no control of my own body. Like a sleep I couldn't wake up from, like I was stuck sleeping. It was like thatfor a while, no sound, no feeling, no nothing. Just emptiness. I didn't know how long it was, but I started hearing sirens and voices like there was some sort of emergancy. I felt my weight being lifted off the ground. I opened my eyes and for as long as I could remember, I could finally see and feel the world around me. Just that alone was a relief. There were paramedics, ambluance and doctors all around me. I didn't remember where I was, I just saw the scene of the swimming pool and the scared looks on the faces of strangers. I felt myself being carried by a touch I didn't know. I was put onto the stretcher and I felt it wheeling out of the swimming pool. I opened my eyes completely and the first thing I saw was Mr. Matthews carrying Riley, as she cried into his shoulder. I felt being lifted into the ambluance and we were driven to the Coney Island Hopsital. The drive felt long, really long. I felt like being strapped to the stretcher was a more painful feeling than the cold hard floor of my basement where I spent most of my early grade school life after school. When we got there, the stretcher was pushed into a hospital room, that didn't look child-friendly at all. I was only 9 years old, and even for me it was a little bit freaky. "Okay, can you hear me?" a young lady said to me, she looked like she was at the oldest 25 years old. I nodded my head. "Okay, we're gonna need to check your breathing and your heart beat, we're also going to check your blood pressue" she said. I looked at her confused, realizing I was wearing a wet bathing suit and the rest of me was basically dry. She took off my bathing suit and put me into a hospital dress. Luckily, I was so young that I didn't even have breasts yet, so it wasn't completely awkward. She stuck little stickers all around my stomache until I heard the machine beside me beep. Then she took it off and wrapped a velcro bracelet around my wrist and pumped the thing beside it, checking my blood pressue. She used a stethiscope to check my heart beat. "Everything looks good, how do you feel?" she asked. "I'm okay" I said quietly. Then I saw Mr. Matthews standing in the doorway. "Are you her legal guardian?" the doctor asked. "Actually no, her mother is at work and she usually spends most of the time with us" he said. "Okay, so I'm going to have you fill out a form, come with me" she said leading Mr. Matthews out of the room. Riley's little head peeped in, checking if the coast was clear. "Maya!" she ran in and hugged me. "Are you okay?" she asked. "What happened?" I asked her. "I don't really know, I went to the bathroom and there were a bunch of lifeguards in the pool getting you out and they laid you on a towel until the ambulance got there and they toom you away" Riley explained. "So I drowned?" I asked. "Probably" she smiled. Mr. Matthews came in with the nurse, he picked me up and pulled Riley aside. "Thank you so much for your help" he said. I felt sorta dizzy and leaned my head on Mr. Matthews' shoulder. "Yep, no problem!" the nurse smiled. Mr. Matthews carried me out to the car and put me in Auggie's seat. Riley got beside me and held my hand. "You can change when you get home, Maya. Riley'll lend you some clothes" Mr. Matthews said. The whole drive home was silent, Mr. Matthews got me out when we got there and carried me inside. Mrs. Matthews came running to us and asked if everything was okay. "Yeah, I'm just going to tell Katy what happened" he said. He set me down by Riley and took the phone. He went into his room and shut the door. "Do you need anything, Maya?" Mrs Matthews asked. "I'm just kinda hungry" I said. She smiled and went into the kictchen. Riley and I sat on the couch and watched TV. It was a scary adventure and something I don't expect to happen again, yet every time we go swimming I go into the deep end without a life jacket on, riding a plastic tube. Well thanks for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to watch the new episode of Girl Meets World, coming this Friday night at 8:30pm on Disney Channel!

Friction of Addiction

Hey Blogger! So I know that there are some of you reading this who are about as dumb as I am. So the title of this post may not be totally clear to you. So "friction" means something that stops you. The term "addiction" most of you probably know is something that you can't stop doing. So "friction of addiction" is something that's stopping me from getting rid of an addiction. Cool? Okay, moving on. So thanks to Riley if you go all the way back, I have a huge addiction problem that started thanks to Riley and her old "friction of addiction." So back in 2014, Riley and Farkle were all hooked up, leaving me and Lucas blah blah blah, if you're familiar with this blog, you will definitely know that story. So during that time, I was forced into playing this game with them and often I gave in and the game became an addiction. Not just to Riley, but to me as well. So then in 2015, Riley got out of this addiction and she went back to her old self, relationship wise. Personal wise, she didn't go back for months after this. Anyhow, this game that Riley appeared to have quit, was unexpectedly hard for me to quit, even though in 2014 I was the one who never wanted to play. So now I was left as the only one who wanted to play. But at the sane time, I wanted to go back to the way we appeared in Girl Meets World. So I wanted to be like we were then, and I wanted out of this game like I did in 2014 except oddly, I also wanted to keep playing at the same time. The saddest part is, I am still that way. I wanna play, but I wanna quit too. So the friction is me wanting to quit and the addiction is that  i I wanna keep playing. I hope you guys are following me here because it's getting complicated. So now the struggle is what to do. I know the right thing to do is to quit, but the addicting and easy way out is to keep playing. In reality, I wanna quit. I've made it my goal to quit and throw this outta my mind forever. But the thing is I don't know how to quit. It's like any addiction that you want to quit. Biting your nails, things like that. You want to quit, but you don't know how to. So my goal that is set as of this second is to quit. Well I'm writing this to you while I'm on a car drive, seriously. So if better hit the road and check back on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart again soon! And be sure to watch Girl Meets Demolition on What the What Weekend coming April 17th. Thanks for reading, peace out!

Another Thing I Can't Do

Hey guys, what's up? Okay so I'm pretty bored right now, me and Riley both started screaming like crazed maniacs at her mom, Mrs Matthews and so she took both of our phones away and said we can't have them back until we apologize, or we won't get them back 'til school goes back in like 8 days. So that's a bust. So anyway, let's catch up. So a couple nights ago there was a huge "arguement" between me and some of my friends. The kids from American Idol are our friends and they were over with us and we all were having our usual sleepovers. So then a full-on verbal war broke out and it was like an American Idol vs. Girl Meets World battle. Me, Riley and Auggie fell against Jax, Rayvon and Katherine and the verbal offenses were thrown on top. Then we were going to get Qaasim from their show to come and be on our team, but Jax freaked and yelled at Qaasim before he even joined a team. A freaked Qaasim bolted to get Riley Bria, Jax's boyfriend to help him and when he did, Riley Bria was on the verge of joining our team, as Qaasim backed down and didn't wanna participate in it at all. Then Lucas came in and yelled so hard at our side, immediately taking the side of American Idol and he's on Girl Meets World. So he was fed up with me and Riley going against Jax and started to beat me up. He basically ripped my hair out, bruised the back of my head and also the front. Not to mention he ripped my arm apart. Not 100% literally, I still have 2 arms FYI. So how it worked was, I was on the back side of the bed, Riley was in the middle and Auggie was beside Riley. So Lucas was standing off the bed, on Auggie's side of it, not mine. So in attempt to hit me, he also hit Auggie and he started crying his eyes out and Qaasim took him to Mr and Mrs Matthews. Riley felt the physical burn too, but she's 13 and was able to handle it easily. It didn't hit her hard either. I got it the worst because, well I was the intentional target, Auggie got it the second worse because he was the closest to Lucas and Riley got it the least, so she was 100% okay. Then as I kept throwing comebacks at Jax, Lucas hit me everytime me or Riley said anything. He never hit Riley, even when she was the one to say something wrong. So after a long 10 minutes of me and Jax arguing, Lucas beating me everytime me or Riley said a thing, I adventually became to injured to take no more. Lucas got me one last time, he slammed my head into the wall and gripped my arm so tightly and dragged his nails down it, leaving blood clots. I couldn't take it anymore, pretending I was fine. I bursted out crying and couldn't stop. It was unusually silent as I sat there, the only one making a sound. Then adventually conversation slowly started up and it was definitely not good. Then it suddenly all stopped, Jax went to bed, Riley and I laid down and everyone else backed down and all went back to where they were before it all began. Then Jax started conversation when only me, Riley, Jax and Katherine were left in the room. We all apologized for our fired back comebacks and rude intellectual comments that were unessecary to be said at all. Then Auggie came back in to make sure everything was okay. He was sad that his Easter egg hunt was ruined. It was Saturday night, the night before Easter. Jax told Auggie that his hunt would not be ruined and we'd all have fun doing it together. Confident and happy, Auggie joined Riley and I in bed and we all fell out like lights. The worst part of it all was, I had no will and no strength to defend myself or help myself at all. I curled up at everytime Lucas was beating me, and I cried and screamed. I have no self-defense at all. Self defense, another thing I cannot do. I thought I was fearless, but now I fear pyramids made of humans, ballerina's and physical abuse. Anyway, the next morning we all enjoyed our Easter egg hunt and all went on as usual. We haven't heard from or talked to Lucas since that night. I'd like to keep it that way, everyone I know is furious. But not everyone is furious with him, some, like Sarah, are furious with me for letting that happen to me. I bound to keep this a secret from anyone that has authority over either of us, me or Lucas. Nobody with authority can find out, I don't want anyone to know. Well anyway, things happen and life goes on. I've been through emotional pain since I was 3 years old and physical pain since I was 5 years old. Emotionally, when I was 3 years old, I was tortured with neglect by my mom and the loss of a father figure in my life. At 5 years old, I found myself locked out of my house and having no where to go and I got severe frost bite during the winter when my mom was never home from work until 8pm at night and I got out of school at noon, being in kindergarten and waited for hours outside in the cold. My cuts from basic falling and slipping and using scissors swelled up as a child because they were never treated. So I've been through many forms of pain as a child and I can handle it very well now and I'm totally okay. 100% need no help whatsoever. Thanks for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and be sure to stay caught up, and watch Girl Meets World on Disney Channel! Don't miss the new episode, Girl Meets Demolition, Friday April 17th at 8:30pm!

April Fools Day 2015 - Last Minute Prank

Hey Blogger!! So last night I got in bed and realized that I hadn't played a single April Fools Day prank. So I got out of bed, and decided to play a prank on my Google+ followers. I told them that Girl Meets World was cancelled and I was deleting my account. This blog would've been cancelled as well. I woke up and comments on the post were rolling in and some people were freaking and others were saying that it was an April Fools Day prank. Then some people were saying its not an April Fools Day prank, but those people were wrong. It was just a prank and Girl Meets World is not cancelled, Season 2 will air. Girl Meets Demolition is not the final episode, the show will go on. So I apologize to those of you who I did really scare, but no need to worry. It's still going and you'll all love the second Season. Thanks for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and check back again soon!

Season 1 - I'll Always Remember You

Hey Blogger, so as you all know, the Season 1 finale of Girl Meets World aired last night and it was a big success! Many viewers and many great comments I recieved about it last night and this morning. Thanks to everyone for watching and being there to support me and the show. So as you all may know, Season 1 is over. It's done, but we aren't quite in Season 2 yet, because we have an in-between-season special episode called Girl Meets Demolition, which I'm pretty sure is a one hour episode. So Season 1 is officially over and this morning when that thought came to mind, it shocked me and made me a bit sad to know that we are no longer in Season 1. This has been quite a journey and I'm always talking about "Episode 1, Episode 3, Episode 9" I mean those exact ones are just examples, but I refer to them as "Episode_" which now I have to refer to them as "Season 1 Episode_" and put "Season" in there to indicate which season I am reffering to. Season 1 was a big success and I love everyone who supported us there and all the fans that made our new episodes worth waiting for! Thank you to everyone for watching, especially those who've been watching since the 1st episode, we couldn't have done it without you guys! We wouldn't even be having Season 2 if it weren't for you guys, honestly, so thank you all so so much! I appreciate it and so does everyone at Girl Meets World. Thanks for viewing Season 1 of Girl Meets World and we look forward to hearing from you all in Season 2! Good luck everyone and enjoy our in-between-season special, Girl Meets Demolition, airing April 17th 2015 @ 8:30pm! Thank you all so much! Good luck, love ya all!

Girl Meets First Date was the season finale last night, big success and it's all because of you guys! Thanks so much everyone and we appreciate it so very very much! Love ya all, I do!

These are just screen shots/sneek peeks of Girl Meets Demolition, the in-between-season episode which is the next episode airing on Disney Channel! I hope you all enjoy this episode and Season 2 is coming soon to Disney Channel!! Love you all and take good care!

-Maya Hart

The Finale - It's Come to This

Hey Blogger! So yesterday the episode promo for Girl Meets First Date aired and looks super spectacular already! I can tell you one thing, it may be our best episode yet and also one of my personal favorites. Everyone should know that Girl Meets First Date is the season finale for the first season of Girl Meets World. I've been involved with this since the first episode aired and walked through every single episode of the first season. I've been there through it all, watched every promo more than 12 times and every episode more than 13 times. I would like to acknowledge that this season was a big success and it wouldn't be anything without you guys, our fans! Thank you to all of you for loving and supporting me and my friends from Girl Meets World to get the show to where it is now. I promise you will all love Season 2 just as much as the first season, if not, even more! I am thankful to have all these wonderful followers, not just followers, but friends who have walked with me all through this season and I'm proud to shout out to you all, I wish I could individually thank you all, but there's just so many of you, so many great people, that there's too many to name names. I love you all and anything you need, you can come to me and I'll be there, I promise you that. I may not get back to you right away, but I'll get back, I promise. I hope you all enjoyed the first season and I wish you all the best luck in watching me and my friends grow in Season 2 because we're so blessed to have you, we are. I wish you all the best of luck and can't wait to hear from you in Season 2. Tell me what you think of it, I wanna hear all your comments! There's been a few haters here and there but there always will be. Haters, just let 'em hate and don't let them get in your way. I hope you all enjoyed reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart during Season 1 of Girl Meets World and I look forward to hearing from all of you in Season 2. Best wishes to all of you, enjoy Girl Meets First Date this Friday @ 8:30pm, and thank you all for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart, can't wait to hear from you all in Season 2. Good luck all of you and thanks for being there for me!! Best wishes to you all!!

-Maya Hart