Crush Crazy Weekend

Hey Blogger! So you may know that I have this "secret" crush on this kid I met or whatever. And if you haven't heard, I have a "secret" crush on this kid I met...or whatever. But I had other issues in that area, aside from the fact that I knew him for not even 3 days (2 years) there were other issues. 2 years? Yeah, in the 2.5 days that I knew him, he claimed that he's known me for 2 years which I stood there in confusion, believing that I'd know what I did in the past 2 years and someone I was that close to, I would've remembered. But I didn't say this of course, but I really knew exactly what he was talking about. I acted confused, but I really knew exactly what he was talking about. I know this may sound weird, but years ago when I first met him for like another course of 3 days, I instantly had a crush on him. No joke, I'm actually not even kidding. I remember seeing him years ago and having a crush on him just by physical appearance or whatever, but it died down fast and was really minor because we never interacted. Then after courses of 3 days every 3 months and following that, summers after that for longer than 3-day-periods we did end up hanging out. The minute he claimed he's known me for 2 years, I was like very confused and minutes later I kinda remembered it and realized he wasn't making it up. I do remmeber hanging out with him when I was like 9-12 years old and Riley was annoyed of it too. Not because she liked him, 'cause she's not a pesky little pinhead who goes and steals other people's crushes, but just because she found it weird and annoying that I was hanging out with some boy at the age of 10. But I remembered and it was odd. He didn't seem like the kind of kid to make up a story like that either, actually believing that I'd fall for it, that I actually knew him. Making up a story is one thing, making up a story about the person you're telling it to is just plain stupid and he's smarter than that, I can tell. But he wasn't wrong and it took me several thinking breaks to realize it. I remember long before we talked, I always watched this kid and thought "I wanna talk to him!" but the 9-year-old gut inside of me had no chance. I don't know, I guess he looked oddly interesting. Anyway, so then when I met him again almost a week ago, he hooked up with one of my "aquantinces" (current enemy and couch spot stealer in this very moment) and it made me really upset. So I kinda put Riley in the same situation, with jealousy and what not early in that 3-day course and I guess karma was kicking my butt. Well so I acted like I supported my friend/aquantince in the relationship, just to put me out of the clear, so it would be the last thing anyone would expect. Then on the last day, there was this one awkward moment that happened during a singing thing, but we don't talk about that. Not even Riley knows about it and now the public knows! Well so then after we saw each other for the last time at a singing thing (where he copied my actions I made up for the song, but that's not important) I looked at him one more time and says my last goodbyes. He's been in my head at least once an hour and I haven't stopped thinking about him. Long distance "relationship" is the pain of it all. Well I do feel like he hasn't thought of me once since we hadn't seen each other in almost a week. I didn't have the guts to do anything in the 3 days I did see him daily, but now I wish I'd of had more guts than I did back then. Normally, the best idea would be to move on because we will never see each other again, but that's not technically the case. In 7 months from now, we will meet at the same place again. So I move on for a medley seven months and then start this crazy crush all over again in November!? At this point, I don't really know what to do. Well my art sketchbook says a lot about it. Maybe a little too much. Well anyway, this'll be s hard process, but with Riley's help, I'll figure it out. Thanks for reading The 98 Problens of Maya Hart and be sure to check back again soon and don't miss the Season 2 Premiere Week of Girl Merts World, starting Monday May 11th @ 8:30pm! Thanks again and love you all!