Three-In-One Relation (Crush Crazy Comeback)

Hey Blogger! So I know I haven't written about this topic much, other than just publishing the post below this one with every last detail. So to summerize, I went to a camp 2 weekends ago and met a kid who I gained this crush on and actually had since I was 9 years old, but we never spoke so it went away naturally and was no big deal. So then this last camp, he was hanging out with my friend Jax and that made me kinda jealous, so I decided to promote them being together to put myself outta the clear. That lasted all through out camp until the last day and I was able to hide it from her until we got home. So I've been obsessing over him since and I've been meaning to write this song relation post about him, so here we go!

The first song I will be doing is one I listen to very often, called Unlove You by Elisa Estrada. It's pretty old, but a good song and has a very strong relation with my situation. The lines bolded in
yellow are the lines that are related to my situation.

Unfair, unreal
I wanna tell my heart it's a quick steal
That'd be one way
To unlove you

Undressed, unkind
That I can't erase you from my mind
That'd be another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My self respect is telling me
I gotta walk away, so

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

Until I heal
I wish that I could freeze every thing I feel
That'd be one way
To unlove you

Emotions, unknown
In fact they'd only turn me into stone
And that'd be, another way
To unlove you

Even though my heart is tellin' me to stay
Beggin' me to stay
My dignity is tellin' me
I gotta walk away, so

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

I've gotta look you in the eye
And tell the world the biggest lie
What choice do I have
When you hurt me so bad
Wrecked everything we had

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you

I'm gonna say what I gotta say
Do what I gotta do
I'm gonna break what I gotta break
'Cause you were untrue

I'm gonna hurt, I'm gonna cry
It's gonna tear me up inside
I'm gonna do what I gotta do
To unlove you, to unlove you

So that's the first song, Elise Estrada - Unlove You and the second song is one of my personal favorites and one in my daily playlist. It's called A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton and it's my favorite song of all time! Here's the song:

Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in
Your precious memory

'Cause I need you
And I miss you and now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by, oh
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonight

And I, I don't want to let you know I,
I drown in your memory I,
I don't want to let this go
I,I don't.

Making my way down town walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way

Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you, now

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you, tonight

So that is the second song, by Vanessa Carlton! So our next song is one that I've done a relation on before about a totally different situation. It was about the one in September-January, the one about Riley and Farkle. Now, I'm gonna do a relation on the same song, about my crush and the Jax thing. That one I'll explain after, how it relates. Tune in for Better Than Revenge by Taylor Swift, next up on The 99 Problems of Maya Hart's relation post!

The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you could say sabotage
I never saw it coming, nor would I have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
'Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
(Think about what you did)

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I'll always get the last wordWhoa

She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha

And do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
'Cause I don't think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
'Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage

So as you can see, alot of these lyrics are relatable to this situation as well, the only major difference is the "matress" line was empthasized in the one about Riley and Farkle and not the Jax one. So the first line "The story started it was hot and it was summer and I had it all I had him right where I wanted him" is relatable because I met him at 9 years old and gained a crush on him, even though we never spoke. Then when I was 10, 11, and 12 we started hanging out and growing closer and that's the way I wanted it, then she came along and got him alone and so on. So those lines might've been confusing, that's why I explained it. So anyway!

I think that was our last song, so I would like to thank you all for reading The 99 Problems of Maya Hart and I hope that you all enjoyed it! Remember to watch the Season 2 Premiere week starting THIS Monday, when Girl Meets Gravity airs at 8:00pm, so don't miss it! Thanks again and I hope to hear from you guys in the comments below! Thank you!